Monday, October 6, 2008

061008

i never thought that it will turn out these way ,
i really dint know .
you expect me to do everything for you ,
i did as im told because i believe you are always there ,
never did i expected that it turned out this wayy .
have you ever imagine how hurtful it may be ? ..
when you're facing problems , unable to face the reality ,
who was there to overcome it for you ? ..
is this what i get in return after at least three years ,
three years , three years do you know that .
just because of a guy , you let go everything , severed all ties ,
just because of him ?
a totally ignorant guy ?
who does not even love you ? ..
stop dreaming , wake up .
youre not in your own world ,
i dont mind how much hurt you have done to me ,
but i will never let you suffer in pain just for a total idiot ..
you know we're like twins ,
we bond together as one .
i never get the idea of your thinking ..
share with me pleasee ,
you have been changing rather lately ,
i'm worried for you ,
i really do ..
stop it , stop dreaming , stop hurting yourself ,
losing blood for him is no usee ..
Please , listen to me once more time .
i won't harm you , and i never will .
you know that clearly ..
I'm sorry for whatever harsh hurtful words i have said to you ,
i dint mean it ,
you know my temper && attitude ,
i really want to get back inside your life , once more .
Please .. wake up .. =/
I'm waiting for your awakeness , (;

Jiayi ; stop dreaming , he never love you !
{ } ; fuck off my life , dont think you are close to me and i will listen to whatever you say ! he loves me and i know it !
Jiayi ; HOW OLD ARE YOU ! STOP BEING A FUCKING IDIOT ! HE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU ! YOU KNOW THE TRUTH


I'm sorryy for saying thosee ,
but im speaking the truthh , i dont want you to be hurt again ! =/