We are all going seperate ways ,

And i will miss the closeness we once had .

Had , the keyword to the past .

How can one moment ruin a lifetime of trust ?

Our bond is no longer held together by the fabric of time .

One snip of scissors tore us apart .

Can i tell you i cry whenever i see something that's related to us ?

Because we're no longer together anymore ?

I feel lost . .

I always looked of you for advice .

But time changed , we changed .

One goes with the other ,

And i get caught in the middle .

I can't stand it anymore ,

The memories of yesterday's are always haunting my mind .

I want us to laugh , share and talk together ,

We act like children trapped in an adult appearance .

It's frustrating , but do you see it ? . .

No . .

Never had you noticed that i try to keep us together .

When the world turned us down ,

We always had our own world to turn to .

I'm angry at you ,

So am i disappointed & vexed .

And my night will turn to dawn .

Losing another night of sleep .

Friendship , will wither in time .

While i continue to fixed the incomplete puzzle .

Wheee(:

Just came back from Wild Wild Wet .

Tsktsk .

I got tannerrrrrr(:

I'm zooooozxz happehhhzxz .

Lmao's .

Yea, then it was damn funneh .

Hahhaha,

Talya & My shirt keep floating up -.- ''

Went from 12 plus t 0545 :D

Hahaha, then wth larrrr .

Got this women naked in the toilet ? -.-

Saw EVERYTHING .

LOL !

Well, she is an angmohh , maybe is like that lor .

Then me & talya went EHUB(:

Then to parkway ,

Saw rain & haoran .

They stalked us -.-

Then finally went off .

Bought Koi & sent Talya homeeee .

So boreddzxz .

Now doing homework , cause cannot bear to offend English Teacher .

Sianszxz ,

I've changed link & pierced tragus today ! (:

So happy ! :D :D

Hahha , next week piercing another side (:

Yayyyyy(:

But now have t hide from teachers .

Which is so hard larrrrrrrrr .

Lmaoszxz .

Oh well , need chiong do homework now !

Babyyyyy ♥
iloveyou so so muchhhh ! :D
Hahhahaa, i cannot imagine not surviving w'out seeing you
fer - a monthhhhh ! ):
Hahhaa, study hard for O levels kkkkkkk! (:
I love you & will always & vow t be your
bolster foreverrrrrrr! ♥ ^^

Today , woke up then stone .
Slack and all .
Went out in the night around 10 plus .
Actually supposed to watch movie but decided not to .
So me & natalie took a random bus to paya lebar grandlink .
LOL .
Then camwhored -.-
In the bus two bangala's behind us was saying " hey sweeties i love you "
Fuck sia , cheebye bangala . _l_
Then we got off and camwhored on the road .
tsktsk .
Took a cab to marine parade .
Went Macs(:
Then camwhored again & bla bla bla .
Lazy to list down .
I'm not in a good mood anyway .
Will post photo's maybe later or tmr .

Because i believed you ,
Your promises and everything .
But in the end it turned
up to be a lie .
Everything's wrong .
I'm not blaming you or anything =/
I'm just hurt , real hurt .
A promise that is so simple and you actually broke it .
It's okay then =/
Your choice , your life ,
i have no rights to even posts it here .
Neither do i have the rights to actually so called scold / lecture you .
Because to you , i'm nobody to you except for a gan .
But to me , you actually meant alot as a brother .
Like as though you're my real blood brother .
I'm not able to really type it out to you of how i really feel .
Because i don't think you'll even care but to think it's nonsense .
Yea, i used to be a smoker .
A daily smoker
rather .
3 packs per day .
Can you imagine ?
I've changed because i dont
want to lead that kind of life anymore .
I really don't want .
Do you even know that when i was leading that kind of life in the past ,
I cry myself to sleep everyday ? ..
While in the outside i'm actually some fucking ahlian that always tio taiji w people ?
I even scolded & shouted at my mother .
Not only that , but with vulgarities .
Can you imagine how hurt i've hurt my mother ? ..
When my father got admitted into the hospital , all i thought was . " Serve him right , he's getting retribution . "
Wth ?
What kind of fucking daughter am i ?!
I'm fucking unfilial .
And it's all because of one reason .
"Her"
Because i don't want to be back my old self
and that is why i'm angry at you .
You always say no matter what happens you'll always be by my side ,
But do you really mean it ? ..
You said it again , idk if to trust .
Because i trusted you too much & that's why i'm hurt =/
You don't know how i feel , because you're not in my shoes .
If you've heard the story i swear you would have cry .
& even want to punch those people .
But you din't hear ..
Because i din't want to tell .
Because i know
if i had told you , you would have hated her
But i dont want that to happen ? ..
It's okay lurhs , everything is meaningless already .
Enjoy & Happy Chinese New Year , (:

Avis , Chermaine , Jon , Jessica(:
Me & Jessica(:

Khimxiong's rocket video :D

* Hey reader's out there .
I know you're all seeing the photos yea .
But please on one request .
Do not mock at Jessica , she is just same as us .
Human beings , she's not any monster or anything .
Though her features are like that , doesn't mean she is a monsterr ):
So please don't criticise her , or even saving the photo & put in on your blogs
To humiliate her .
Please put yourself in her shoes . =/
Thank you (:

Jiayi , Linda , Chan(:Jiayi , Linda , Chan ;D
Jiayi , Linda , Chan :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE(:

Today woke up early to go for Conerstone COLOURS :D

Woke up at 0630 and chan smsed a dumb thing to me . -.-

Smsed claudia till 7 , then went to batheee .

LOL , wondering why i waited till 7 ?

Cause got light x=

Not cause i scared of the dark , is because at 0630 i wanted to bathe ler .

But then , suddenly an image of a ghost , pochong appear in my head .

Then i damn scared :(

LOL , yup .

I made claudia wait for me for vehhry long ):

SORRY CLAUDIA ):

Linda's mum came to pick us up .

Saw chan in the car ,

HAHHA .

Linda so pretty lorrrrrr(:

I pangseh her , lmaos .

Cause our Zone have a colour theme which is BLUE (:

Then i no blue , so i ransacked my whole wardrobe & found a blue boyf tee .

So i used it w jeans & white heels -.-

Pain sia , alahmakkkk .

Then Linda started scolding me . HAHAH =x

In the MRT , we disiao people , LOL !

Fuck sia -.-''

Then cause they will hold that handle thing , then can smell their armpits D:

So we were like * choke choke! smelly sia , omg , gonna die .

LOL !

Then me , linda , chan & claudia is the only people laughing in the mrt -.-

And when its the last stopped , we realised we tooked the WRONG TRAIN ! -.-

Hahah, so yup arrived & went into Raffles Ballroom(:

Left early w Linda & Chan .
& camwhored bit(:

Cheryl Lekkk :D My Cell Leaderrrr .

Tsktsk ! HI CHERYL :D

Look at ben . lmaos .

BEN 10 :D

Ben , Chermaine , Cheryl(:

KhimXiong & Ben .
Avis , Sueyuan , Desmond , Jessica , Jonathan , Cheryl .

Playing w sparkleszxz :D

tsktsk ,

Awwww, Desmond don't cryyyyy ^^

tsktsk .

Cheryl & Ben .

Desmond & Cheryl(:

Channnn(:

HI TALYA , tsktsk!

LOL .

-.-''

Chan, "miao" -.-'' fa cai mao . HAHHA .

Maya, Chan(:

Uhhh, LOL! Lindaa & Maya(:

Jambu & Cantik(:

During steamboat , :D

Wheeeeet's :D
Friday

Almost late for school although i woke up early .
Cause of thumbdrive problem !
Arghhhh, lmaos .
And sadly my presentation wasn't used ):
They say will use it for the next occasion because lack of time ):
& so all my hardwork & efforts went down the drainnnnn )':
Well, at least i did my job ^^
I received my class commitee badge ! :DDDDD
Yayyyyyyyyyyzxzxz!!! :D
So, had morning mass which is superrrrrrr boring ._.
Then had performances :D
Teresa sang (:
I love her voice alot !
It's like , so niceeeezxzxz !
Hahhaha, and so the wushu people came .
Hahah, like wth la so cool pleasezxz .
I wanna learn wushu ):
Since p6 ):
But where to learn niaaaaaaaaa!
Then CO people came to perform then had a sing-along session of cny songs .
Vehhhry lame & boringzxz .
Finally! It's the fun time :D
CLASS PARTYYYYYYYYYY ^^
It was kinda fun though ! :D
Then dismissed at 1245 .
Went off w talya to parkway kfc to meet linda , chan , maya , charmaine , andrea .
Elizabeth fainted cause of her belly piercing .
I'm piercing next weeek(:
tsk tsk.
So went shopping & walking around w th group (:
After that went off to Onan Road , Linda's house(:
Her house & room damn cool i swear ! :D
Then we started talking bout ghost stories and'll .
Our experiences of em and'll .
Freaky, yea .
Then baby came to find me(:
We sent Maya off to the bus stop then went off .
Baby sent me home(:
Thanks babyyyyy! x3

Saturday
Yayyyyyy .
Today had cell meeting w the cell :D
Gen 2.2 wansui ! :D
Hahaha, went to parkway to meet claudia , andrea and rachall first .
Me & Claudia bought a friendship wristband from 77th street :D
Then, andrea and rachall went off first .
Met Ben at the fountains . Hahaha .
Then came Sueyuan & Chermaine & Desmond , Johnny(:
Bussed down to Chermaine's house for cell meeting .
Khimxiong , Cheryl , Jessica , Avis was already there (:
We started off w the usual , singing , praising god .
Then prayed in tongues then hear Cheryl sorta preeched .
Hahaha(:
Then end off w singing , praising , worship .
Ate steamboat w the cell ! :D
HAHHA, nice sia the steamboat .
HAHA, really & was real funnehhhh .
Then Khimxiong wanted to 'show off ' his egg cracking w one hand & guess what .
Egg shells dropped ! -_-''
Likeeee eee la , so he did the 2nd time , and still the same results .
Lmaos .
Took cell group photo(:
&& then went down to play sparkles and all .
Khimxiong did his rocket ! O:
It was really amazingzxz .
I VIDEOED ! :DDDD
But not so clear though ):
Later uploading photo's && videoszxz :D

Sunday!
Its CNY eve ?
HAHHAHA :D
Gonna be eating reunion dinner w mummyyyy(:
Though my dad has passed away and will not be able to eat w us .
We'll still will take it as though my dad is still w us , & we will feel his presence ! (:
Dadddyyy, HAPPY CNY :D
Well, i've known something which is super sad & yea bout my fatherrr .
My father as i know , he has not been living well down there =/
Well, im not going to say anything here .
But i've told Maya , Chan , Linda & Talya bout it yesterday .
Well, Linda & Maya started crying ..
Hais, well , Daddy , stay strong , & no fret , mummy , jie & me will always pray for you . :)
TOMORROW !
COLOURS EVENT !!
WOOHOOOOOO .
Ah, have to sleep early today cause tmr waking up early for reunion church event ! :D
Yayyyyyy, combining w other churches and people from africa and all ! :D
Yaynessss ! Cant wait man !
Hahha, k.
Shall go upload photos now !
Loveloveeee! ^^

School was boring as usual .
Zzzz .
After school went off w Linda , Chan , Maya , Lisa , Charlene , Elieen , Zhilin
to Parkway .
Lisa pierced her belly .
We saw the whole process siaaa ,
Alahmakkkkkk .
Sibei jialat .
Lmao's .
Then Lisa shiver & got alot alot of blood come out .
She cry cause her skin too thick the thing cannot go in .
Then the person forced the thingy to go in untill she cry like hell siaaaa .
Hahhaa, i video the whole thing .
But then i don't think i'm allowed to show because it contains privacy larrr .
Unless i go edit and sensor the faces .
Tsk tsk .
I piercing belly next weekkkkk (:
But i scared siaaaa .
Lmaos .
Finally got back my laptop , now going to do CNY celebration stuffs fer-school .
Hahhahaa, ciao(:

Service .
Pastor Jayme ,
18 Jan 09 .

Genesis Chapter 4 .
The devil is trying to put FEAR in you .
Radical for god .
We have the spirit of god living in us .
We've tried talking about REVIVAL , we want to see it .
The devil tries and intimidate us , teach us and bring us failure .
If we're humble , we cannot be humiliated .
Man are the greatest fakers in the world .
The women of god ; worships god .
Image is built by other people to see it .

Matthew Verse 4 .
Worship the lord , your god and serve him only .
The devil knows how to get you and ask to worship him .
The devil intimidates us and bow down to worship him .
Your biggest enemy is YOU .
An enemy not in him , not in her , but ourselfs .
The devil asked Jesus to jump down because he can push him .
Desperate people do desperate things .
Devil set traps when we're tired and weary .
We've got to identify our weaknesses .
We got to begin to expose & isolate our weaknesses .
Do not put yourself in the situation that is hard to deal .
Know our weaknesses .

Peter Chapter 5 .
Be self control & alert .
The devil is looking for someone to devour .
Come hear to god and he will hear you .

Hahhaha, yea .
Pastor Jayme's is a very good preecher (:
Way to go Pastor Jaymeee's :D !
Okay , Jolene called to apologised .
I accepted and everything is done .
Well , i guess i have to apologise for rude tag's on her blog too .
Sorry Jolene(:
Yay-ness .
Talya is staying over at my house for a weeeeek :D
I have companion ^^
Hahhahaha, be jealous .
HAHAHAHHAHA .
LOL .
Okay , i got fed up w my mother today .
And now still angry .
I cried okayyyyyy .
Cause i was really angry .
tsk tsk,
Now i'm gonna rush to do my homeworkszxzxz !

Eh, Passerby .
Please hor, my blog already stated to use your own name to comment or tag .
If you super not happy w me , write your name down larrr .
Why don't dare ?
Lmaos ,
Then plus i'm not insulting people ?
Hahhaha, i'm stating the FACTS .
I din't say anything that is untrue .
You ask Joelen what she say first before coming to my blog & talk cock leh .
Later you find out the whole situation , you ps i laugh sia . -.-

Jolene .
I'm not sure if you really said that .
But due to previous incidents , and alot people say you did say it .
Wtf are you thinking Jolene ?
Not wanting to apologise , we're already okay w it .
And we din't even confront you or look you up in school .
If we do , you'll be super embarass ?
Because you're a KC girl , and that's why i respected you .
Though idk you well but yea .
We're both in NA stream , only two classes .
Should'nt be both classes unite together as one instead of fighting ?
You caused all of this Jolene .
I sumpa , it's just a simple sorry .
It won't hurt ?
Or you just want face ?
& please Jolene , have some integrity .
Stop going round , telling people that you din't do any of these things .
I don't wish to find fault w you .

Dedreir .
Thanks(:

Nadia .
I'll relink you soon alright ? (:

Amanda .
Hello(:

Desi .
Hahha, thanks ! :D

Keith .
Linked ! :D

Louisa .
Welcome pretty :D
Loveeees! ^^

Claudia .
I'm trying honey .
They're getting on my nerves .
Lucky i go for service and confess everything to god .
If not i sumpa you , i'll slap her sia . Hahha .

Andrea .
Dearrrrrie .
Hahhaha, No , i'm not going to whack em up .
Like so waste time & no life .
It's also a sin against god ! D:
Hahhaha (:
JESUS CHEEERS ! :D

Freda .
Sisterrrr(:
Don't get angry larrr .
Hahhaha, she like that say me then say me lor .
Laughs*
Got another girl , don't know where the heck she come from .
Called Gina .
She thinks she chup , and thinks i step lian .
LOL .
Okay lor , step then step lor to her .
Lmao's i not scared of herrr(:
Hahhaha, meet up soon aye ?
Loveeee you ! :D

Alright , so today i went for service w claudia .
After service went off for lunch w the cell members .
Ate at Hua Li Xuan (:
Their foood are fabulouszxzx :D
Hahhaha, yup then took bus home (:
Later going to parkway buy my contacts & new phone :D
Love you mummy ! x3
Hahhaha ,

):

Jolene .
Get this right .
I did not say anything of beating you up .
Like wtff , PLEASE JOLENE .
GROW UP .
I'll never use threaten against you , beacause it's totally a loser method .
Get it ?
So please , STOP spreading nonsense to people saying
" How ? Sonia & her friends are going to beat me up for nothing ! "
Immatured sia you , FUCKING IMMATURED .
Don't want to say sorry then just sua .
But don't need to say even more things that is totally untrue ?
Eh , fuck sia you .
Really never do anything huh .
REALLY ARH .
Sian , your skin is fcuking thick sia .
Thicker then i thought , thicker then any other skin .
Last time i thought you were nice ?
Tsk, i guess i was so wronggggg .
Now you finally showed me your true colours alright .
So STOP acting nice infront of people .
I sumpa , you'll never be forgiven sia .
HYPOCRITE .

Kimberlyn .
Mind your own fucking business .
Cheebye .
You think you express you damn smart ah .
Same same what , NA & Express learning same syllabus .
No difference what .
Both humans what , both have brains what .
Eh, mai kpkb down here lehhh .
Wait wait , do you understand english ?
Or you want me to talk in your fcuking annoying language ?
You don't know anything , can you please shut up ?
No one ask you to say anything lehhhh . -.-
Really sia , damn damn kpo .
Since you express , don't need to extra in NA stream can ? -.-
If you very very dulan w me , genevieve and all , come to us and tell us straight in the face .
You say what , why don't want to find Jolene personally .
Okay lor , we find lor .
Then we wait for you to find us since you sibei dulan w us .
Kaopei .
We wait . ^^
* c ue in sch00l w0rhx! KIMMIE. _l_

Baby, when I think of all you've done
My heart sings for your love
That saved my soul
And made me whole
My love is yours
So no matter what the cost
I will go for you
No matter what it takes,
I'm yours , truly yours .

Yesterday .
As usual , went to school .
Tsk, and lessons started .
Jamiee got demoted to secondary one .
Fuck larr, why so unfair derh .
Just because she ciao school ?
What's Mrs ( _ _ _ _ _ _ ) problem ?!
Arghh, Jamieeeee ):
I'll miss you so so so much !
W'out you in the class is so awkward !
No fun at all ):
It's so so so weirddd ):
I miss all the fun we & 201 girls have tgt w you !
Please tkcare of yourself over there !
& show Mrs , ( _ _ _ _ _ _ ) that you can do it w'out her help .
Prove her wrong alright dearieee ? (:
Loveeeyou !
After that, school's over .
Yayyyy , then went for training .
Hahha, training was fun even though coach was kinda in a bad mood .
Tsktsk, then one part of the training i started laughing hysterically .
Like really loud , and laugh continuasly ! =x
Then all of the team members looked at me and started laughing .
Coach too , laughed :D
HAHAH, guess my laugh is too . you know .
Hahhaha,
Then coach took off his shoe & threw it at us to stop laughing .
Talya , was talking & laughing then suddenly the shoe beside her .
Then she scream and say , omg omg omg stink bomb !
LOL !
Fuck siaa , fucking funny . ROFL ! =x
After that , coach used his racket to strangle me , while im still laughing my head off .
And he say i'll be the first one to die during his training .
Hahahha (:
After badminton , went off to meet baby (:
Went to the library , watched videos .
Tsktsk .
Then met natalie , then she went off .
While me & baby spent the time looking at stars and playing catching .
HAHAHHA . :D
Then i took a cab homeee(:

Babyyy,
I don't mind waiting for you ,
Even if you don't sms , talk , meetup w me for one month because of your O levels ,
I'll NEVER treat you the way how andrea treats haikal .
And for your O levels , i'll be there to cheer you up & encourage you to do well .
Whenever you need to destress yourself , i'm 8 numbers away for you to dial .
24/7 totally open up for you .
If you need someone to hug & be your bolster , i'm always here ready .
I promised , and i will never break my promise to be your bolster forever ! :D
I love you so muchhhhh ! x3
Though for a month not communicating you in any way , i'll miss you uber muchh & alot !
To people it may seem like a silent break , but to me it's not .
I'll take it as you're away , for a long long holiday .
I'm taking everything easy , alright babyy ?(:
So , don't have to worry of what i'm thinking when you're having your O levels .
Studies come's first , and i know you would never want to retain .
Study hard , sleep well & rest early alright !
Don't fall asleep during classss ! Hahha, and Don't fall ill alright ? (:
I love youuuuuu ! x3
JYJY babyyy , i know you can do it ! (:

♥

So tired todayyyyy .
Hahhaha .
Finished school at 0145 .
During contact time & pc lessons, whole class got lectured by form t .
Then she lectured me bout how i sit , so unglam ?
ROFL .
Cause i sit like guy in class ma , leg up derh .
Then on floor also same . ROFL .
So yeaaa, ._.
Fell asleep during chinese lesson . HAHA ,
Then history teacher came late so left one period .
Before he came i slept for 30 mins plus ^^
After school , went straight home to nap awhile .
At 3 , Talya , Natalie & Andrea came to my house to wake me up for CCA . :D
Woke up , changed & left .
I practically forgot my dance steppppp ! O:
Hahhaha, but lucky i remember bit =x
Then dance instructor picking for SYF girls .
Lmaos, i don't think i'll get picked . tsktsk .
Cause i forgot the dance , HAHAHHA .
Even so , i would want us to get a gold for SYF .
Guess what , RI aka Raffles Instituition is doing to same dance as us for SYF !
Darnn, so if we lose to em it'll be so embarassing !
Cause they're guys ! We're girls !
& is like as if guy's can dance better then girl's .
ROFL .
Now i'm at homeeee(:
Listening to music & gonna studyyyy :D
Guai eh ? (:
*laughs .

' she ' still have not apologise to us .
Well , i guess she thinks its alright to say bout us .
Tsk tsk , fcuker sia she .
Say people loser & no life but you , yourself no life & a sore loser ?
Please, she says that people frame her .
And plan things to her , like wth larh .
And the people she talking bout is HER friends from her dont know what fcuk group lar .
Childish .
Grow up please .
JOLENE .

♥

Monday .
Din't go school .
Watched tv , slack , rest .
Adrian got out sadly =/
Ohh well , you did well anyway (:
Continue w your powerful voiceeee! :D

Tuesday .
Went to school .
People shocked .
Cause they never see me for 3 days le .
Lmaos , they thought i dropped out or something . LOL .
Then had lessons , ended school at 0115 .
Find andrea, went library to study .
Then got some commotion bout a lady & bunch of st pats .
LOL , fucking funnyzxz .
Me & Andrea started laughing & watching show .
Then the lady took one bag of the st pats & said " im reporting to your school "
& she threw his bag down -.-
They buaysong w her so called down another bunch of st pats .
Wanted to beat her up i guess . LOL .
Then met Linda,Chan,Maya,Lisa,Henry & another VS guy .
Saw gabriel chong , chris & farhart ? LOL .
Then freda came to find me and went home after awhile .
Met baby , sent andrea home then walk around with baby then headed home(:

Today,
Nothing much actually .
As usual , went to school .
Lessons , & PE was fun :D
Then, had some lecture from form teacher plus some "show" to watch .
LOL , interesting .
At how she expose people lying and shouting at em . LMAO =x
Then everything ended at 0145 .
Went eat lunch w Claire,Syazewani,Clara & others .
Lmaos, then they went off to their various CCA's .
While i went off w the badminton people .
Training was tough today , because coach was not in his good mood .
Tsk,
Got scolded by my teacher in-charge .
Got kicked out of school team -.-
Cause of my irregular attendence .
Oh, whatever :D
HAHAHA .
BUT! She was being unfair to kick Talya out of the school team just because she din't come on Monday & Wednesday because she was absent from school .
So i fought back w her .
& was really super duper angry at her that i even had afew tears running down my cheeekszxz .
Fuckingzxz unfair la please . ZZZZ .
So she said on Friday go for training and re-rank us and see if she'll put us back in C div .
Well, nothing to say lor .
Went off to meet baby , (:
Went library , did homework & study lor .
Saw Victoria Anne , and disturbed baby ^^
Heeeee =x
Baby walked me home & went off (:

Babyy ♥

I love you so muchhhhh (:

You're the second guy in my life that i've loved so much ! (:
All my ex stead's i din't really make an effort or attention to save the relationship or even bother bout it =x
Except for my first one .
You're just like my first ex , but of course betterrrr! :D
I loveee you so so so much ! ^^
I want to last long w you !
Not only long but , VERY LONG ! ♥
If god let us be tgt untill we grow old , that'll be so much betterrr ! Hahhaa,
Let's last long & be happy no matter what happen's okayyyy !
I promise you that i'll never leave youuu ! ♥

Monday,

Heh, today din't go school again ):
I miss schoooooool .
Hahahah, surprisingly right =x
*laughs .
Cause of my damn ear =/
I got deaf in the morning on my left ear .
Could'nt hear anything , and it's so painful !
Like many needles poking ):
*cryyyy,
But lucky went doctor check(:
Then they did some x-ray thingy .
Then some other tube tube thing .
Which pumps acid inside , and like so pain lar .
So yea, then after that they say it's blood vessel burst + infection .
Lucky in time if not will deaf lor .
Hengggggg . ^^
Okay, so i'm so pissed off today .
Andrea told me that jolene & the rest called us prostitudes .
Tsk, nice job eh .
Hahhaa, saying that haikal is a giggalo and andrea bought him to be her stead ?
Fuck you all sia . _l_
Then say me ? LOL .
Thanks arhhh, say i can't sing but act like i can sing .
You all got hear me sing before meh . -.-
Yea la, yea la, you'll the singing fucking nice la , no one can beat you all .
Even when you all go for the campus superstar audition the judges
The judges could not bear to hear you all sing and put you all in top 12
Because you all sing TOO NICE ALREADY LA !
And right, please hor don't anyhow say about my stead nor andrea's stead can .
My stead nor her stead did nothing wrong to you all la , wlao .
Cheebye siol you all -.-
No life huh , -_-
Say me ah , LOL .
Say what " she mei you tiao jian , still got boyfriend ah ? , boyfriend must be blind , maybe only be with her because she prostitude ma , same as her friend andrea . "
Fuck you sia .
You dare say that infront of my stead not ?
I DARE YOU SAY THAT INFRONT OF HIS WHOLE SCHOOL .
I DARE YOU SAY THAT INFRONT OF MY CLASS .
I DARE YOU SAY THAT INFRONT OF OUR WHOLE SCHOOL .
THEN YOU COME AND TALK .
YOU FUCKING DARE OR NOT .
YOU DON'T DARE YOU DON'T FUCKING TALK LA , BITCH .
CHEEBYE LA YOU ALL .
YOU WANT SAY , SAY ME , DONT NEED DRAG THEM .
FUCKER .
ONE ON ONE WITH ME LA .
WHY , HUM ARH .
NB .

Today campus superstar 3 (:
Baby went to support adrian O:
Hahha, actually asked me to go but i cant ):
Anyway, SUPPORT ADRIAN K! :D
Since baby is supporting him , i'll also support ! ^^
SUPPORT ADRIANNNN .
SUPPORT ADRIANNNN .
CALL & VOTE FOR HIM OKAY OKAY OKAY ! :D
SUPPORT AIJIA , JOSELIN & JERODDDDD :D
HAHAHAHA, OMG AIJIA DAMN CUTEEEEE :D
Joelin vehhhry pretty (:
JEROD IS FREAKING CUTEEEEEEE .
HE WILL BE THE NEXT SHAWN TOKKK :D

Sunday,

Whoooohoooo :D
I just came back from service ;D
K, today supposed to wake up at 11 .
But end up waking up at 12 pluszxz pluszxz !
Natalie had to come all the way to my house to wake me up .
LOL!
Mm, then went to bathe , change everything and went off .
Walked halfway to church and decided ahya, tk-cab ba .
So took a cab there , called sueyuan & she came down to pick us (:
Today, during service was really fun :D
Saw claudiaa(:
Yayyyy ^^
Hmm, so there were experience sharing for mission trip (:
JunKai went up to make his speech .
Yea, really . Nice english . LMAO !
Their group went to Sri Lanka(:
Well, then uhm another guy went up to share his experience in Indonesia .
Yup, then we had jamming & all :D
After service went off w , Avis ? Haha, if i spelled her name correctly :D
Avis, Claudia, Ben, Desmond, KimXiong, James, Jessica, Cherina, Tasha, Hannah, Cheryl, Chermaine & many of our cell group memberssszxz :D
Hahha, we ate phillipino foooood(:
Talked & laughed real loud . HAHAH .
K, so Desmond aka *only boy* Hahha, found a freaking worm on his long bean .
LMAO!
SERVE YOU RIGHT DESMOND!
HHAHAHAH,
Okay, so then i lost my appetite as i also had long beans ._.
Then Ben & KimXiong started teasing me & claudia .
Say what uh, got worm all that .
Like eeeeee. Hahha, so we din't eat anm . (:
Well, there was much more things but yea too long to write it down , and lazyyyy =x
Sueyuannnn! Get well soon kkk! :D
Yupszxz, and then me , claudia & desmond went off .
Desmond started talking bout how "ahlian" claudia is cause of her height, hair & dressing .
LMAO . HAHHA,
Then he said something bout Ben maybe attracted to me ? o.O
Hahha, no thanks (:
SORRY BEN :D
Cause im already taken by my lovely boyf! :D
Then i was like huh, why ?
Then he say cause ben mentioned that i look like his ex stead & also frankly speaking, i'm attractive .
I shock uh, then i was like , Haha, FUNNY .
He said he was serious cause he don't lie & i'm really attractive cause of my looks & baby face ?
-______________________________- ''
He added on saying if he was younger he would also be attracted to me , like wth . -.-
Okay, so he went on talking bout attractiveness -.-
So i moved the topic to claudia . :D
He said claudia is also very attractive cause of her height , and yea looks .
Duh, its claudia !
HAHAH, but then he said .
" For the ahbengs "
LOL!
Then i started laughing like some mad idiot . HAHHA,
Claudia was like " i feel so insulted -.-'' "
LMAO ,
HAHhaha, then parted off from desmond , took bus w claudia .
Then im home :D
HAhaha,
Shiet, my earrrr.
I really need see a doctor ! =/
* Godddddd, please don't make me go deaf =/
* I'm sorry if i've sinned against you ):
* Please bless me w your holy spirittt!
* Amen .
GODDDDD PLEASE !!! ):
K, i better get going to do my homework & revision!
Then start praying! (:
Ciaooooooo ^^

5th month.

Babyyyyyyy ♥

Happy Fifth Monthhhhh(:

I love you alotttttttt ♥
I vow to love you foreverrrrrr ♥ ^^
Im sorry i din't go today for your concert ):
I'm so so so so sorrrrry ):
But, i'm sure you did very well todayyyy !
Hahaha, iloveyouuuuuu! ♥

Babyy, i want you to know this , you're very special to me . And i say veryyy :D Hahaha, though there were unhappy times tgt , but we manage to be happy tgt again :D . When i'm down , you'll be there for me cheering me up , When tears stream down my cheeks , you tend to dry them away in a cute but idiotic wayyy =x . That's what i like bout youuu ! (:

As i said ,

of all hundred thousands of people

you're the only one that can make me smile ,

laugh and make me feel like loving you even more .

How can i ever find a guy like youu D: .

Being your girlf is very fortunate you knoww :D .

Hahhh, you tolerate all sorts of my nonsense ,

that is mostly 99% guys CANNOT tolerate .

HAHAHAH,

because i irritate them with all my mighty idiot nonsenseeee ^^ .

I'm not a good girlf for you :( .

I feel like an idiot , an arsehole :( .

Because, today our 5th month , you invited me over for your concert ,

i din't turn up & rejected you :( .

I'm sorry .

Actually wanted to go , but last minute i dont think they sell tickets :( .

So, i only could give you support through smses . :( .

I'm sorry babyyy .

My tournament is this friday ,

instead , you automatically asked me if you could go & give me support .

It hit me real hard when you said that =/ .

Because i was'nt there to support you & even turn down your offer ):

while you asked me on your own w'out me saying anything ...

Babyyyyy, I'm sorry . :(

But from today onwards , whatever you ask me , i'll do (: .

Because it's for you .

I love youuuuuuu & Happy Fifth Monthhhh ! x3

Time passes real fast isnt it ? (:

It felt like we just started our relationshipppppp .

Hahahha,

I love you ,

I love you ,

I love you ! :D

Thursday.

Today, did nothing much actually ):
I'm sickkkk .
Sadly , yea ):
Arghhhhhhh ):
Stayed at home for the whole day .
Eight pluszxz went doctor's w mother & natalie .
Then, to home & rest .
Yea, and now dont know whether to go school tmr .
Cause i got 2 days mc .
=/