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I'm freaking stressed la , urghhhhh .
Why this year so stress ? =/
Stressing over ,
} CCA .
} BLOGSHOP .
} SCHOOL .
} TRANSFERRING .
} FRIENDS .
} LESSONS .
} CLASSES .
Fuck lurhhhs ,
How siaaa .
Firstly cca , got syf .
Then i changing badminton to band .
What kind of school is our's ?
Paying $100 per cca , wtf .
Next, conductor they expects us to pay by ourself .
Fine, at least we have more then 85 people .
Find our own teacher .
Fine,
FINE,
FINE,
EVERYTHING FINE .
Everything i control ?
Wth .
Think i vehhry free huh .
And if band really opened up as a official cca ,
I have even more troubles .
Why ?
Cause im transferring school .
Im in-charge .
Everything i do .
If i transfer what are my band mates going to do ?
Uniform also i must do .
Wtffff, everything rely on me .
Im not as strong as you think you know !
Then, blogshop .
Fucking stress cause need cappings here cappings there .
Post , update , meetup's , bank xfer and all .
Count stocks , right .
Earn money , i know , but urgh .
Nehhminds , dont care this .
Then, school .
Stress , very stress .
Recess also got rules .
Urgh, everywhere in my school got rules !
Wtf is this !
Urgh,
Then, transfer .
Im very happy to it .
Yes, very .
I want to thank my mother for letting me transfer .
And it's a mixed school , thanks mother .
BUT, i got choked halfway eating dinner w her because she said
she wants to xfer me to a buddhist school called wenshu .
I heard it , i was like .
Sounds familiar .
Yea, its Manjusri .
Then she say another buddhist school .
I'm not really happy w my mother's arrangement .
Because, of some reasons .
You might be thinking , why am i not happy xfer-ing to a school
my beloved boyf is in ?
Yea, i tell you the reason why .
Because, in his school so many people know bout us .
Right, okay .
I don't mind , but then if i suddenly xfer there ,
What will people think .
Heh, think lurhs .
They will think i xfer cause of him ?
I despooo ?
Heh, fuck .
I dont know la .
Then, i also dont like some people there like deneng .
Sorry la,
But yea , fuck him .
i hate him like some arsehole .
He's a bloody bastard child la .
Whatever la he .
Seeing his face can make me sick .
What am i going to do ?
And if i xfer to the buddhist school at bukit timah there ,
So farr,
How to meet my boyf ?
One at the east , one at the west or w'ever .
How ?
Like that we'll will drift even further apart .
Because he has GCE O LEVELS , i have STREAMING .
How ,
This year , i got so many classes i cannot even cope !
I got extra tuition also .
When i xfer my friends how ?
I'll miss them alot alot .
And confirm i go to new school i dont know anyone!
How am i going to socialise ?
_l_
I feel like commiting suicide sia -.-
But that's like so foolish la .
Which obviously i wont do .
But how ?
Who can tell me what to do ?
Haissssssssss.
Anyway,
Today went library meet andrea & nat .
Study , followed andrea to popular .
Then to parkway evergreen .
Bought andrea's stuff .
Went walking around parkway .
Then to KOI .
Andrea went home after that .
Me & Nat went back to library to study and finish up homeworks .
Walked home .
No keys , No one at home .
Walked back to parkway t find my mother .
Ate dinner w her .
Shopped fer-clothes .
Bought new clothes & slippers .
Then took a cab home .
Done .
Bye .
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