Sunday, April 26, 2009


Freakkkkk youuuuuuuuuuuu .
I feeeeeeel very very sick :( :(
I'm having a super high fever now, fuck .
& tmr is like my Mid Year's already, i can't afford to be sick ! :(
Oh God, help me please , heal me ! :(
Today, woke up and bathe wanted to go for service .
But don't know what happen, i suddenly collasped onto my bed .
So i found out that i'm running a high fever .
But i got to study, because tmr is chinese mid year .
Though my chinese is not bad, i am ranked around the top 5 but still .
Need to study . Shoooooots :(
There are like so many cheng yu to like remember :(
And zao ju . Gahhhhhhhhhh .
Okay, so i met baby in the afternoon and he helped me with chinese . D:
Hahha, i felt superr awful la .
Like any moment will vomit, then when i stand i very giddy :(
And since like what, Friday i haven't been munching onto anything .
And i feel bloated and full . My stomach is rejecting food :(
When i smell food, i will straight away vomit . ( LOL )
Weird stomach i have . Howwwwwwww . :(
Okkk, anyway i am going to study again :(
Three weeks of torment ! ):
Welcome back Natalie cheah, you're a faggot . :D

Saturday, April 25, 2009


What an ass day yesterday .
I went home with a superrrr bad stiff neck .
Slept all the way till this afternoon around 12 plus .
Bathe and then halfway bathing i blanked out .
Wtf mans, cause i was super dizzy and idk how to explain that feeling .
I couldn't breathe and all, then i ran out of bathroom and ran into the toilet .
I puked like hell . Then i went back to the bathroom and finish up my bathing .
Then, i change everything and rested .
Smsed Talya to go study tgt .
Went out of the house around 2 plus to meet Talya .
Weather was blazing hot manszxz .
Then went Parkway the Yogurt thingy to study .
Walk walk, then went home .
On the way met Jonathan & Benson .
Fell asleep on my sofa awhile then woke up ate my dinner .
Now waiting for my shepard to meet me downstairs my house .
I feeeeeel very very lethagic .
Dammit, argh .
Whatever you stupid fuck face Choo Mei Yee . :D

Friday, April 24, 2009

Wow, i haven't been really updating manszxz .
Seriously, been too busy with work, performances and studies .
Tuesday we were told we can't perform for Gala because of some juniors .
Then Wednesday we were told that we are performing .
I am suppose to feel overjoyed, however i felt like i don't want to perform .
What is wrong with me .
So, on that day i was really letagic .
I looked like a cina typical malay and there were like too many accessories .
I'm glad many people did not regconise me, because i felt dumb .
But some of my friends were able to regconise me which it sucks, ALOT .
Tsk, Joan Chen's SOLO PERFORMANCE eh, her CO with the "gong" . ( LOL )
Everyone is teasing her now :) :) :) Yay .
Okay, so Baby and his friend Shawn went for the performance .
Yay, they din't regconise me ^^ ^^ ^^
Then bla bla bla, curtain call then finale then bla bla bla .
Miss Sue is leaving KC Family :(
So sad luhs, wlao she's like a superrrrrrrrrrr nice teacher okayyyyyy !
She teaches me Geography, though she is fierce but she is nice and super nice & funny . :)
Miss Sueeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! We'll miss you so so so so much ! :(
Okkk, then went back to our changing rooms change everything bla bla bla .
No time to take off make-up so ran off to Auditorium for debrief .
Roses were given out to the performances .
Then we got dismissed . Went out to look to Meiyee but couldn't find her .
Went off with Baby and Shawn walk walk around clarkquay to find food cause they were hungry ( -.-'' ) .. Then took my flowers from Meiyee, that fucking cheebye . Yea, so then later took cab to Geylang then they ate their Satay .
Walked down some lane and took bus home .
Started to rain heavily, like . ( WTF ) .
Shawn broke my rose ( -.- ) ..
Oh well, whatever . LOL .
Baby walked home with me and then he went off .
Reached home i took 45 mins to bathe because of the damn hair . I swear, i hate hairsprays .
Washed it 3x then later change everything and dry hair .
By the time i slept it was already 2am D:
Alarm rang at 7, because school starts at 825 specially for that day only .
But i was TOOOOOOO tired so i din't go to school .
Well, most performers din't go . ( LOL )
Friday, had a super bad stiff neck .
Go to school lessons as usual and we had to sit in our register numbers for Monday's starting Mid Years . :(
Then later during Science i slept throughout the whole thing because i felt really awful and had a super bad headache . My face was very pale and i was on the verge of fainting .
But i din't, instead i slept .
Bla bla bla long day .
I don't want to blog anymore, my neck hurts like hell .
Fuck you neck . _l_
Oh, and Natalie says HI . -.-

I miss you, I need you, I love you .

I don't want this moment of us to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you,
Through it all, i've made my mistakes,
I stumble and fall, i mean those words,
I want you to know, i won't let you go .
You're my heart and soul, i'll hold on to these moments and won't let go .

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

There's no words to describe how i feel now .
Sad, Disappointed, Angry, Frustrated and idk idk .
I am disheartened :(
I will not be performing for the Gala Night tmr because the Juniors pulled us down .
Even those good good one's got pulled down because of em .
They fucking forgot their steps and countings and all .
Fuck larh, do you all know how hard mdm rauda convinced the fucking school to let us perform ?
Do you know how much fucking time and effort mdm mas sacrificed for us ?
Do you know that we've been training like fucking hard everyday and now we can't perform ?
Sian, now Gala Night only for the SYF's . ZZZ .
It's true, we will pull down the SYF dancers because some of the juniors don't know their steps .
Don't behave like performers . Instead, behave like kindergarden childrens . Argh .
So now, we'll only be performing Matinee .
Whatever it is, i feel really bad for our seniors and SYF dancers .
Sorry if all of us din't do well :(

Monday, April 20, 2009

wo xiang fei /
Today was a superrrrrr tiring day :(
Morning had the stupid level exercise, shiet ass . Hahha .
Ran one round around VJC, then come back i was sweating like a pig -.-
Like as though i just came out of the showers k.
Then we had to do 3 sets of crunches, pushup's and that leg up down thingy -.-
I was soooooo worned out and felt SUPER letagic during math lesson .
LOL . I scolded everyone in class today , hehheheheh .
Then i called everyone bitches . LOL ! Like, eh bitch . LOL .
But obviously is playing one lar ! Wlao eh . Hahhaha .
Yasmyn is a fuckerrrrrrrr . Hahhahaha . Meiyee is an isolated person whom we cannot trust her in the hands of FOOOOOOOOOOD . Hahha, her ONE BITE is the WHOLE THING . ( ROFL )
Okay, whatever .
So had practice from 230 till 630 . Tired tired tired .
Went Parkway to buy pins and rubberbands and whatever for tmr's rehersal .
And Natalie and her side people are arseholeszxz . They took our corsets ! :(
My baju ! :( :( :(
Now i'll be wearing some purple baju . I look like a typical Malay . LOL .
Okkkkkkkkk, Yay .
Wednesday i'll have to report to school @ 930 ^^
Get to wake up later ! :D :D
Thursday report to school @ 825 . YAYYYYYY .
Awesomenesszxz ! :) :) :)
KCCO went for SYF Central Judging today and have clinched a Silver :)
Great work girl's :D
KC Choir went for SYF Central Judging and have clinched a GOLD ! :D :D
YAY YAY YAY .
Hahahha, so happy :) :)
Okkk, whatever i want to shui jiao . Saya want to tidur . HAHAHHA :D
GUD NITE . :)

Sunday, April 19, 2009


Hello dear readers .
I am super exhausted .
Yesterday woke up super early & went to school for rehersal .
Then reherse then practice dance . Tired manszxz :(
Dance steps everything changed :( :(
& super it's super tiring :(
Helpppppppppppp D:
Then Meiyee asked to meet cause she got kicked out of Kareb's tuition & was bored . ( LOL )
Loser sia you . Tsk !
Met her at Library, walked over to Parkway then ate Pastamania . OMG GOOD FOOD MANS !
I was SUPER FAMISHED ! :(
Walked around Parkway, Meiyee wanted to play pools but i din't feel like .
Then wanted to play lan @ Katong but decided to go Funland to play ddr . ( LOL )
I din't really play ddr, tsk tsk . Lost interest . Well, sort of D:
Deproved alot for ddr & para para . Hahha, Loser .
Then, we stonned @ Funland awhile went down to Bowling Center and sat there .
Talk talk talk . LOL .
Untill 7 plus . Hehhehehe .
Then we did angkong :)
HAHAHAH, REAL ONE OK! *wink wink .
Hahahhahahaahahha .
Then went eat Fei Fei Wan Ton Mee :)
Reminds me of my daddy though .. hais ..
Then slept over at Natalie's . LOL .
& Just came back .
Tmr still have practiceeeeeeee D:
Tuesday Full Dress Rehersal from morning till night :(
Wednesday is the performance already :)
Who want gooo ? :D
$10 Matinee ( afternoon )
$15 Gala Night ( Night )
It'll be fun k . Will see the SYF dance :)
K, i am tired . GUD BAI . :)
i want you to know, that you're everything to me .
with you around, i feel secure, loved, fulfilled .

Thursday, April 16, 2009


Today, was an exceptionally scary and unexpected day D:
First, there were moths everywhere in our class . ( Eew )
I detest moths, ALOT .
Then i got shocked out of my life cause when i wanted to take my books out underneathe my table, a moth came flying out . I screamed at the top of my lungs . LOL .
AND NOW WHEN I'M BLOGGING THERE'S A MOTH IN MY ROOM ! I AM SCARED ! :(
I AM TAKING THE HANGER THINGY THE LONG LONG THING TO HANG YOUR CLOTHES BEATING AND CHASING THE MOTH OUT OF THE ROOM . BUT IDK WHERE IT WENT TO :( AND I AM SUPER SCARED :( :( :( GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :(
Kk, then i tried to scare Joan . I shouted " EH MOTHHH ! " then she scream . LOL .
Was damn funny ;D . But in the end the REAL MOTH came to get me after a few seconds :(
Victoria started shouting " OMG MOTH ! " after a few seconds i scared Joan .
Then i thought she was just pulling my leg, LOL . & wanted to say " you think you cute ah . "
BUT IT ENDED UP REAL CAUSE EVERYONE AT MY AREA STARTED SCREAMING !
Then i had a bad feeling bout that . My friend screamed and say " THE MOTH IS ON YOUR BLOUSE ! "
And when she said that, today wa my fastest reflexes ! LOL .
Milliseconds or less then what my friend screamed to me that the moth was on me, i started screaming like a mad women, pushing and trying to get out because i was sitting at the corner .
I tried the push Vic Anne off cause she was beside me blocking my way . & i wasn't thinking what i was doing but then i realised i was pushing Vic Anne off the chair and she was falling off with her chair . ( LOL ! ) Then, the table almost topple on top of me while most of her books came out . Eh, it was scary lor .
Then our science teacher just looked at us, LAUGHING ! :( lol.
I ran to the front and started screaming till my teacher calmed me down . LOL .
Then i realised my whole class was starring at me cause i was sobbing ! HAHAHAHAH .
tsktsk, it was scary lor .
Anyway, then had dance practice for EMDD .
Talya & I was put back inside because the seniors helped us and they reselected some people .
Yup, but Muneera i felt so bad for her . She din't get selected =/
Anyway, it's going to be a busy day for me for Saturday ( full day rehersal ) , Tuesday ( full day rehersal ) And finally the actual day with half rehersal and the performance till 10 or 11 plus . D:
Tiringggggggggggggggggggggggggg . Hahhaha .
Natalie & I bussed down to Eunos and tk MRT to Jurong East . Super crowded i swear . -.-
Then took another bus to Choa Chu Kang MRT then LRT to Teckwhye to collect stuffs .
Cabbed to Parkway to buy my contact lens then Macs .
Natalie brother came and send us home .
Yay, the end of the day :) LOL .
THE STUPID MOTH IS STILL HIDING SOMEWHERE OK!
IT FLEW TO MY BED AND THEN TO MY UNIFORM :( :( :(
FUCK YOU DAMN MOTH ! :( UGLY SHIETZXZ ! :(
Labels; Scary & Tiring day :(

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


I feel betrayed by you girl, seriously i do . =/
You knew how much i want to do it, but because of your " not able to specify " properly got me out of it . I want the cca points, i need it . Not only that, i want to be in it too . You know what i mean . Can you get any idea how hurting, disappointing and sad i am ? Or at least, spare a thought for how i felt ? A dancer, got kicked out of the dance floor because of her friend's words . I'm beginning to question myself . Did you do it intentionally or unintentionally ? Because you knew how much this performance meant to me . Last year we couldn't perform because we were still young back then and there weren't enough space for all dancers to be there . But this year, however, it's at Victoria Theatre . You get any idea how big the stage is ? That will fit all of us in ? Of are you just being selfish, self centered and jealous because i was sort of in the first row ?
And what about Talya being kicked out of it ? Why are we getting kicked out of the dance floor without any reasonable reason ? This is toally UNREASONABLE . You claim that it was your mistake, yes it really was your mistake . However, you DID NOT clarify with the teacher on that day that what you meant was i am not participating that day's practice because i wasn't feeling well ! But, you din't . 2 weeks later, when the list came out . My heart sunk . Seriously . It sunk totally . You know how hurting it is to not see your name getting listed because of your mistake ? And you said, you forgot . YOU CAN ACTUALLY FORGET TO CLARIFY WHEN IT WAS YOUR BLOODY FUCKING MISTAKE . I have totally no words to describe you & your actions . But i feel UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED . Betrayed by you, my own close friend You're the one that stood by me all the time, we've gone through thick and thin together, you're the one whom saved me out of trouble, you're the one whom lied for me, you're just like my sister . And countless times, i get betrayed and backstabbed by you . Not to mention one of the things you've ever done to me and not many knew bout it excep you & I . And maybe afew others . That online thing . You know what i'm talking about . And now, you're trying to use all excuses to tell me that, you're going to tell the teacher in charge to put me in the dance instead of you vice versa . Do you think that's easy !? Do you really think it is !?
DO YOU GET THE FUCKING FEELING WHEN THE TEACHER ACTUALLY GOES UP TO YOUR FUCKING FACE AND TELL YOU, YOU'RE NOT IN THE PERFORMANCE ETC ETC ?!
AND WHEN THE SENIORS SHOT BACK AT US WITH THE ANSWER, NO YOU'RE NOT IN THE PERFORMANCE, DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING HURT I WAS ?! DO YOU KNOW !? No, you don't . Because you ain't I .
For no reason, Talya got kicked out .
For a plain mistake caused by you, I got kicked out .
And, you seriously have no idea how it feels like when a dancer is being thrown out of the dance floor .
To you ; I'm seriously very very disappointed to you . No matter how much you apologise to me, you'll never fill up that gap of hurt . You caused it, but tries to ammend it . If you really meant well, you would have done what you're supposed to do on the day itself when you've made the mistake . Do you know how hurting and sad to see all of you all practicing infront of me ? It's like, you din't care how i felt . Din't care whether i existed . I seriously have nothing to say much to you anymore . When we're at the side sitting, Talya actually said " I am sad . " For the first time she admits it because you know that all of us dreams to be inside since secondary one . I know me & you have been performing EMDD since primary 3 cause of Choir . But now, it's not . It's Dance . It's TOTALLY different . Muneera actually almost cried . & I , shed a few tears while watching you'll . Thanks for hurting me once again girl .

Sunday, April 12, 2009




Hey girl, fcuk you .
Seriously, -.-
What's your bloody fcuking problem siol .
Got problem with me ? Come settle in school, do you think i'm scared ?
Well, firstly my settling isn't some any fcuking fight with you lar .
Please, grow up . You're already like what, secondary two .
Still not yet mature ? Haven't wake up is it . Wake up lar, nabei . _l_
Stop going around and telling people something that is fcuking untrue bout me please ? -.-
Now those people see me, then run . Like as if i monster . Cheebye .
You want find trouble with me, come to me one on one lei .
Don't wuji behind my back then do some dummy stuff -.-''
Really sia, firstly you go around telling people saying that i'm a chao ahlian, then if i see your faces very guailan i call people come beat you up . Then, you say i very guailan all ? LOL .
Firstly right, you're in express, I DO NOT hang around with express .
Though i have close friends or rather former classmates and primary school friends in the stream i don't hand around with them .
They study too much, that's one of the reason .
Then, they totally don't click with me cause of what you say .
Now for some reason when i call this girl Xiaohan, then she SO SCARED of me untill like what -.-
And i've figured why you did all those things . LOL .
Firstly you thought that i am not worthy of the Class Commitee badge, is that right ?
Cause you think someone like me, with bad records of gang fights, smoking, stealing, police cases and all actually can be a Class Commitee ?
Well, have you EVER THOUGHT of people changing huh .
Fcuk, seriously, i don't like to use vulgarities now , unlike last time .
Sian, and i din't change for anyone .
I changed for myself, & for god .
Because i know that the rate i'm going with life, wasting my youth and time on being an ahlian is totally not worth it . I have ambitions and goals too you know .
FYI, doesn't mean that those ahlian's out there have no goal's in life alright .
Stop looking down on people that is lower ranking then you .
Because you have no rights to .
What give's you the right to judge other's by their appearence and behaviour .
Don't judge a book by it's cover , haven't you heard that phrase before ?
Behaviour, does not mean they behave that way that mean's that is the true them .
Do you have brains by thinking they can actually be acting ? tch.
Count yourself in the best class . Shame .
And another thing, before you judge other's, look at yourself .
Because the way you judge them, is the way you judged yourself .
Get a life, you simply just earn my sympathy by posting this post bout you .
Fcuk off . :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009


We tried to be angel's with our new bands ;D





Batwomen ;D !



I was trying to be a warrior :D ! ( LOL ! )



She vanished when i took the scrn shot ! -.-



Yoooo,
Webcammed with Natalie .
Yesterday was me & baby's 8th month :)
& It's Gud Fryday . HAHHAHA .
K, wanted to go Haw Par Villa with baby, but decided not to cause itz raining supa heavily &
it'll close by the time we reach . Sian .
K, so took bus to Suntec, wanted to watch the unborn but mei you .
So bussed to Vivo , ( LOL ) then also mei you -.-
So watched Fast & Furious . Nice lor . :D
Hhaha, then baby sent me home (:
Reached home around 1.30 plus i think . LOL .
Slept through half the afternoon till 3 plus . ( LOL )
Then slack at home cause din't feel like going out . TOO LAZY :D
Then waited for Natallayzxz to come ova .
Bathed, and went out .
But then saw mummy downstairs w my dinner so Natallayszxz went off and i ate at home :)


Babyyyyyy :)
Eight Months had just passed so quickly D: !
Time really fliesssss :)
I love youuuuuuuu ! x3
& i really do (:
Thank you for the kitty candy ! :D
It's so cuteeeeeee . When you said there was 188 of em in there, i will believe you :D
From now on, i'll never doubt you alright ? :)
When you say you'll earn your first million and buy a house and 3 sports car for me, i'll believe :D
& i'll wait for the day to come ^^
And i believe that when you said you want to design a house for me you were serious ^^
Hhaha, i loveee youuuuu so so so so muchhhhhh ! {:
Despitee me being fatttttttt, ugly, and really dumb you did not despise meeeee ! :)
This proves that you don't go for looks ! :D
Hahha, one out of a million rare guy , (:
& i also love you because you're not one of those typical guy's out there .
Trying to get girl's attention by acting cool or being dumb infront of em :)
Yup, i hope we last even longer ! :D

Thursday, April 9, 2009


Results for SYF was bronze .
Sian, worked so hard, trained so hard and we got bronze .
We've let down our KC TARIAN dance instructor .
Hais, but not because of that we give up on Tarian .
Lucky i'm only sec2 :)
I still have 2 more years to work hard and get Gold With Honour .
Sian, 2 years ago we had Gold, and now Bronze . Haissssssss .
Just because one of our seniors dropped the candle/plate .
It's okay la, since we've already did out best .
Oh, and i'm so upset because i may not be performing for EMDD .
Sucks eh . Cause 2 weeks ago i went for Tarian but then i was sick, sat at the side and watched .
Then, CCA teacher asked ( friend ) where am i , and she said ' she not participating ' .
Right, and so CCA teacher thought that i am not participating for EMDD .
So dissappointed and sad . :(
Din't have the mood & emotion to dance .
Tarian finished early today cause dance instructor sheng bing le . LOL .
K, so went Parkway with Natalie bought headband and bla bla bla .
Then walked home and now stonning, k bye .
Oh ya, my phone got confiscated , FUCK .
Just for taking pictures of the Art Tiles . Cheebye . Sian .
& My friend got expelled and sent back to her country, hais .
Girl, i'm going to miss you & your nonsense so muchhhhhh :(
Babyy, it's a few more moments to our Eight Month :)
So fast yea ?
Time flies so fast D:
I love youuuuuu :)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


I am so so tireddddd D:
Tomorrow is SYF, hope to get Gold with honour ! :)
Gahhhh, i am so angry ! I studied SO HARD for my Math CA2 k .
& Then i got sick, then my friend smsed me say the paper is after school .
So i heng lor, then i thought of going to school take paper then go off .
Wtffff, then my other friend call & tell me say '' exam finished long time ago lo ''
WLAO, i so angry lor . Cheebye . Sian, effort wasted . zzz .
Then today stayed back and finished up Art , the stupid mandala tiles thingy -.-
I screwed it up , tsk .
And it's going to be displayed at Victoria Theatre on the 22 April .
EHEH, WHO WANT BUY EMDD TICKETS ? HAHAHAH :D
$10 for Matinee an $15 for Night :)
Night is nicer , cause got light effects x:
Hahhaha, see me perform manszxz, tsk tsk .
It's been one year since i performed for EMDD .
EMDD = Evening Music Dance & Drama :)
Okkkk, i'm not going to elaborate anymore of my day today .
I'm going to study & sleeep ^^ ^^ ^^ LOL .
Claire you suck.
I Hate YOU. ):

Saturday, April 4, 2009


I'm superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr exhausted .
I feel very very stress ):
Sick, Stress, Super exhausted .
I'm very very tired of life . I feel like just ending everything here and go into a super deep sleep and never ever wake up manszxz .
Wednesday i had cca , Badminton .
Irritating coach did a April Fool's joke on me, wtf lar _l_ .
Only he & my co form tricked me . LOL .
The rest is all i trick oneee :DDD
He made me do 100 push ups , 100 sit ups . Wlao . Then i really do sia i thought he serious -.-
Then i do already i pissed off i shout ' EH I DO ALREADY LAR HAPPY . '
Then he was like, ' why you do ? do only when you happy lar, you do means you happy ah . ' Then he laugh -,- ... then i super super angry i say ' WLAO ! IS YOU ASK ME DO LEH ! '
He started laughing even harder and say ' Today April Fool ma, Happy April Fool . '
NOT FUNNY LOR , NOT FUNNY AT ALL ! URGH .
Then met baby after Badminton(:
Thursday, din't go school . Din't have the energy to get up , felt very sick . So slept till afternoon .
Then i changed and went for CCA Dance . Then they changed position and all . EMDD is coming D: . Lucky this year is at Victoria Theatre . Bigger space, if not can really die sia . LOL .
Friday, had History Test . Wtf ! I forgot about the riots of Maria Hertogh the last part , Source D.
So angry can ! Then Monday is my Math, i veryyy scared x_x . Is on Chapter 3 , Expansion and don't know don't know what Algebra D: !
Arghhhhhh . Kkk, then Friday went to the Lagoon to meet Sueyuan & Chermaine .
They ordered super lots of food larrrrr . Hahha, then got alot of things lar , then walked home :)
Today went for Cell Group, Combine Cell with 2.3 (:
I too tired to talked bout today, shall try and update tmr .
Gud Bai .

Thursday, April 2, 2009

When you're gone .


Today i din't go to school, idk why .
Maybe cause i'm really falling sick soon .
Coughing everyday, voice changed or i say losing it soon, runny nose, giddyness .
What's this . World's changing, people changing . I've had enough of all these nonsense lar .
Fuck, is the only word i can describe . Or rather, Screwed .
Tomorrow will be my History CA , Source Base Question , Soon it'll be my MID YEARS .
Fuck, and i want to aim for going 3o2 or express cause i want to take A Math and Combine Humanities . But fuck, i'm beginning to fall behind . My studies are like crap k . I feel super fucking useless alright . My SYF is coming soon, V E R Y S O O N . Performance for EMDD is 20 more days, and i fucking din't get my steps right , or rather i say I DID but my position and all .
Next, i want to take part in 2010 YOG . But i wonder if i even have the rights to participate .
My mother just asked me to resume my piano lessons, told her maybe end of year she said might as well do now . But fuck, i'm already screwed up , and very stress already .
Streaming, Study, Guitar, Dance, Performance, SYF, and now come out with PIANO & TUITION . Yea, i always yearn for tuition to cope up with my studies, but now SQUEEZING all these into 1 week in my everyday like is totally too much . =/
Asked my mother why with the sudden thought of resuming piano and she said that cause my teacher called and told her i should excel in music because she thinks i am musically talented .
Like, NO . I don't agree with my teacher's statement . Just because my family comes from a Music background does not mean i am musically talented . To me, my singing and voice sucks k .
When i play Piano, it's totally nonsense lar, Guitar i am still learning . I want to take drums , i want to learn other things then to just stick to one thing . Urgh, fuck .
Everyone is expecting the best out of me like my form teacher, just because i am a class commitee member, she expects the best of out of me . My mother, though my studies sucks she don't expect me to get all A1 just want me to pass, but i know she wants me to do well ..
What's this sia .. Then my cca's . Badminton the coach trained me like some crazy idiot just because he think's i can play well, but there is other better player's isn't it ? .. Then dance, not say expect the best out of me , but from everyone .
Hais, what if one day i decided to menopause . That will be great .
Whatever, i have to study for History .



Got this photo through my friend's blog . Well, those are the teachers (:
They were playing a April Fool joke on us , which totally din't fool us please :)
Then were given a DC slip for being 'late' and had to run the field cause late . LOL .