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When you're gone .

Today i din't go to school, idk why .

Maybe cause i'm really falling sick soon .

Coughing everyday, voice changed or i say losing it soon, runny nose, giddyness .

What's this . World's changing, people changing . I've had enough of all these nonsense lar .

Fuck, is the only word i can describe . Or rather, Screwed .

Tomorrow will be my History CA , Source Base Question , Soon it'll be my MID YEARS .

Fuck, and i want to aim for going 3o2 or express cause i want to take A Math and Combine Humanities . But fuck, i'm beginning to fall behind . My studies are like crap k . I feel super fucking useless alright . My SYF is coming soon, V E R Y S O O N . Performance for EMDD is 20 more days, and i fucking din't get my steps right , or rather i say I DID but my position and all .

Next, i want to take part in 2010 YOG . But i wonder if i even have the rights to participate .

My mother just asked me to resume my piano lessons, told her maybe end of year she said might as well do now . But fuck, i'm already screwed up , and very stress already .

Streaming, Study, Guitar, Dance, Performance, SYF, and now come out with PIANO & TUITION . Yea, i always yearn for tuition to cope up with my studies, but now SQUEEZING all these into 1 week in my everyday like is totally too much . =/

Asked my mother why with the sudden thought of resuming piano and she said that cause my teacher called and told her i should excel in music because she thinks i am musically talented .

Like, NO . I don't agree with my teacher's statement . Just because my family comes from a Music background does not mean i am musically talented . To me, my singing and voice sucks k .

When i play Piano, it's totally nonsense lar, Guitar i am still learning . I want to take drums , i want to learn other things then to just stick to one thing . Urgh, fuck .

Everyone is expecting the best out of me like my form teacher, just because i am a class commitee member, she expects the best of out of me . My mother, though my studies sucks she don't expect me to get all A1 just want me to pass, but i know she wants me to do well ..

What's this sia .. Then my cca's . Badminton the coach trained me like some crazy idiot just because he think's i can play well, but there is other better player's isn't it ? .. Then dance, not say expect the best out of me , but from everyone .
Hais, what if one day i decided to menopause . That will be great .

Whatever, i have to study for History .

Got this photo through my friend's blog . Well, those are the teachers (:

They were playing a April Fool joke on us , which totally din't fool us please :)

Then were given a DC slip for being 'late' and had to run the field cause late . LOL .