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Wow, i haven't been really updating manszxz .
Seriously, been too busy with work, performances and studies .
Tuesday we were told we can't perform for Gala because of some juniors .
Then Wednesday we were told that we are performing .
I am suppose to feel overjoyed, however i felt like i don't want to perform .
What is wrong with me .
So, on that day i was really letagic .
I looked like a cina typical malay and there were like too many accessories .
I'm glad many people did not regconise me, because i felt dumb .
But some of my friends were able to regconise me which it sucks, ALOT .
Tsk, Joan Chen's SOLO PERFORMANCE eh, her CO with the "gong" . ( LOL )
Everyone is teasing her now :) :) :) Yay .
Okay, so Baby and his friend Shawn went for the performance .
Yay, they din't regconise me ^^ ^^ ^^
Then bla bla bla, curtain call then finale then bla bla bla .
Miss Sue is leaving KC Family :(
So sad luhs, wlao she's like a superrrrrrrrrrr nice teacher okayyyyyy !
She teaches me Geography, though she is fierce but she is nice and super nice & funny . :)
Miss Sueeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! We'll miss you so so so so much ! :(
Okkk, then went back to our changing rooms change everything bla bla bla .
No time to take off make-up so ran off to Auditorium for debrief .
Roses were given out to the performances .
Then we got dismissed . Went out to look to Meiyee but couldn't find her .
Went off with Baby and Shawn walk walk around clarkquay to find food cause they were hungry ( -.-'' ) .. Then took my flowers from Meiyee, that fucking cheebye . Yea, so then later took cab to Geylang then they ate their Satay .
Walked down some lane and took bus home .
Started to rain heavily, like . ( WTF ) .
Shawn broke my rose ( -.- ) ..
Oh well, whatever . LOL .
Baby walked home with me and then he went off .
Reached home i took 45 mins to bathe because of the damn hair . I swear, i hate hairsprays .
Washed it 3x then later change everything and dry hair .
By the time i slept it was already 2am D:
Alarm rang at 7, because school starts at 825 specially for that day only .
But i was TOOOOOOO tired so i din't go to school .
Well, most performers din't go . ( LOL )
Friday, had a super bad stiff neck .
Go to school lessons as usual and we had to sit in our register numbers for Monday's starting Mid Years . :(
Then later during Science i slept throughout the whole thing because i felt really awful and had a super bad headache . My face was very pale and i was on the verge of fainting .
But i din't, instead i slept .
Bla bla bla long day .
I don't want to blog anymore, my neck hurts like hell .
Fuck you neck . _l_
Oh, and Natalie says HI . -.-

I miss you, I need you, I love you .

I don't want this moment of us to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you,
Through it all, i've made my mistakes,
I stumble and fall, i mean those words,
I want you to know, i won't let you go .
You're my heart and soul, i'll hold on to these moments and won't let go .