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Oh alright then, i've came to blog .
Realised alot alot of stuff and was really disappointed in him .
Firstly i want to really know what is your problem .
Secondly why do you keep lying to me and not be ashamed of what you've did .
Thirdly, why are you so two face .
Why ? Why ? Why ? These questions are haunting me everyday eversince that day .
You've made me screwed up my papers because i was thinking of it during the exams .
You've made me believed you and feel like an total moron .
You've made me an image of being a " bitch " .
And lastly, you've been lying to me & cheating on me on awhile .
On that day i asked you the question " do you like anyone else HONESTLY " .
And my reason for asking you that is BECAUSE if you had told me the truth i would have just forgot about you and just let you move on with her .
You have gave me false statements and made me think i was the one who screwed up this ex relationship .
Not only that, you also made false image of me and Junlin in your own school .
Do you really think i am that moron, that stupid, that dumb, and that NO BRAINS to not know what you're actually doing ?
When we seperated, i've decided to let you go and never talk about you and everything .
However, recently i've just found out everything by bloghopping to one person and got interested in the post the person was saying .
I tried all my best to find out, and i was disappointed, heart broken and my heart sunk when everything was revealed .
How stupid am i to even trust you even untill you've lied untill like that .
Up till now, you really don't seem to be sorry bout it .
And i guess you only apologise to Junlin because you want to gain back people's trust, your image of popularity and gain her back .
You don't want me to spill everything out here do you ?
Or you rather meet up all in person and thrash things out .
I hate it when i am treated like an idiot and walking in circles figuring out why .
At moments like these now i really really feel like giving you an instant tight slap across your face .
Seriously, put yourself in my shoes, in Junlin shoes and in other people's shoes ,
INSTEAD, of being self centered and get yourself into deep shit when the truth is out .
Will you just stop your nonesnse, and all your lies and get on with life ?
Hello, you're having a crucial year this year, and here i am being an idiot wanting you to do your best supporting you all the way and trusting every word you've said to me and there you are wasting your time, wasting your life doing inappropriate stuff behind my back and in school .
Getting offended now with this post ?
I guess you are .
And i won't care how you feel right now because you din't care how i felt !
But, i will still treat you as a friend because of all the help and concern you've given me before and maybe untill now .
Yes i thank you for all those memorable memories and i thank you for everything you've done .
I know feelings like these cannot be helped but unless you've had self control none of these would have happened .
And the truth is, i know that you've liked her during your school's annivesary or maybe way before .
But now everything i ask from you is to stop whatever you're doing, treat her your very best and not repeat your same mistakes, and also do all your best for your O levels (:
Waiting forward to hear news from you of your results and of course your change . (:
Once in a bluemoon i will msg you for something but now you don't have to worry me msging you because i also don't want her to feel wrong or anything .
Yup, all the best friend . :D

Mrs SL : I am sorry for using these vulgarities and being uncivilised . I've tried to mend my ways and stop using vulgarities, if you don't believe you can ask the class . Thanks for teaching us lessons like these and try all your means to make our english improve way better :)