I believe everything and anything happens for a reason and not just coincidence .
Before you were born, your life was already planned by God .
Whether or not, if you're poor, rich, educated, not educated and etc etc, its all planned by God .
Before you knew about God's exist, he already knew your exist from the start .
Outreach, is going to be strict from today onwards .
I agree with Chermaine, we don't want a dead outreach and we don't want people coming to outreach just for the sake of coming, if like that what for come ?
And, now we have 3 rules :)
1. If you want to be part of the outreach, you better stay away from secular music .
If you think you can't give up yet, then don't come, because we don't want our outreach to be emotional by secular music . But we want to be emotionally joyful for Praise & Worship .
2. We don't want to have to hear gossips and murmurings of others because its super immature .
3. i forgot already leh -.- shucks . LOL . ask Sueyuan/Chermaine:) hahhaha .
Okay so yea, anyway i'm here to blog for some of you and i really want you to understand .
Firstly, coming to church is not just another social group for you ok .
Cell groups and Zone is not another typical social group of yours .
Church, is a place where you cry out for God, worship and honour him .
And, please don't because of like, friends and'll from church that offended you or made you unhappy then you backslide and shun away .
Hey, look . Church is not your arcade leh, is not a hotel also .
Is not when you want go worship then you go worship, no mood or anything happens along the way then you don't want to go etc etc .
Even if you're some loner in Church, it doesn't matter because Church is not like as if you go there for company of friends and stuff .
And you were never alone from the start, God is always with you .
So what if you think you're alone in Church ?
Praise and Worship and Honour God as usual la, why sian sian just because you think you're alone ?
Hello ? Get this right, you go Church is to praise, worship, honour and encounter God isn't it ?
Then, why should you be thinking so much in the first place and hesitate whether or not to go ?
If you're a true fan of Jesus, you'll never keep silent, if you're a true fan of Jesus you will not hesitate whether of not to go .
And, when Sabby said she was utterly disgusted by Genres just standing there and *worshipping* God, it really gross her out . I feel the same too . Like, wth ? You want to *worship* in that way right, might as well don't come la .
And don't because of your personal emotions you pull the whole atmosphere down .
Please la, people out there really think what you are saying by you're a true fan of God, you worship him and you love him .
Untill you're really sure what you're saying then you acknowledge it k .
If not, don't . Cause its utterly disgusting .

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Benefit of the Cross .

Jesus told this parable, using it as a teaching tool to get across a great truth. In the parable, we see the benefit to man clearly — and yet we also see the benefit to God. You see, the parable of the prodigal son is not only about forgiveness of a lost man. Even more so, it is about the delight of the father who runs after him.

You know the story. A young man took his portion of his father’s inheritance and squandered it on riotous living. He ended up broken, ruined in health and spirit, and at his lowest point he decided to return to his father. Scripture tells us, “He arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him” (Luke 15:20).

Note that nothing hindered this father’s forgiveness of the young man. There was nothing this boy had to do — not even to confess his sins — because the father had already made provision for reconciliation. Indeed, it happened all by the father’s initiative: he ran to his son and embraced him as soon as he saw the boy coming up the road. The truth is, forgiveness is never a problem for any loving father. Like-wise, it’s never a problem with our heavenly Father when he sees a repentant child.

So forgiveness simply is not the issue in this parable. In fact, Jesus makes it clear that it wasn’t enough for this prodigal merely to be forgiven. The father didn’t embrace his son just to forgive him and let him go his way. No, that father yearned for more than just his son’s restoration. He wanted his child’s company, his presence, and communion .

Even though the prodigal was forgiven and in favor once more, he still wasn’t settled in his father’s house. Only then would the father be satisfied, his joy fulfilled when his son was brought into his company. That is the issue in this parable.

In the father’s eyes, the old boy was dead. That son was out of his thoughts completely. Now, in the father’s eyes, this son who had returned home was a new man. And his past would never be brought up again. The father was saying, in essence: “As far as I’m concerned, the old you is dead. Now, walk with me as a new man. That is my estimation of you. There is no need for you to live under guilt. Don’t keep talking about your sin, your unworthiness. The sin problem is settled. Now, come boldly into my presence and partake of my mercy and grace. I delight in you!”

- David Wilkerson :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST MUMMYYYYY (L) ! :D

Motherrrrr, you're important to me . Very :)
Other then Ariane, i only have you & her as my kins .
Mother, you're the greatest mum on earth :)
If there was a next life, i would want you as my mother and be my mother
forever ;D
You're such a great mom that no one can replace you in my heart .
You're such a great mom that i would want to look you up as a noble
heroeine ;)
Despite whatever difficulties or circumstances you've got to go through,
you'll always pull through everything, because you want to bring the best for me
& Ariane .
If i ever meet a genie or any other magical people that would love to give
me 3 wishes, i would wish for, 1 : You&Dad being happily ever after :) 2 :
All 4 of us will standby each other and no matter who falls, we'll always pick
them up tgt as a family :) 3 : I want to be your child again and have a sister
whom is Ariane :)
Mummy, i want to apologise whatever hurt i have done to make you unhappy or
angry .
I'm sorry .

Gah, today is outreachhhh .

Sorry Chermaine for backing out on you :(

Colossians 3:14-25

And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in
perfect unity.

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body
you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in
you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing
psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. And
whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord
Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

Met my dinner date today @ Cartel :)
Told my dinner date everything :)
Before that was out with Natalie & Talya, then i went to cut my hair :)
Talya looks like an angmoh ahlian, hahahahaha .
Cause her mother made her cut, LOL .
K, byebye outreach on Wed :)

A fatherless child is a child that needs extra love.
I give them all I got with the help of the lord above.
A fatherless child can grow up to be a great man,
As long as they place their fate in the Lord's hand.

-Ida D. Mcknight .

Angels were falling for you did not see
They fell from the heavens with their halos and white wings
the tears and cries for your father to come wipe your tears
for he had none no more pain or suffering as he did the pain and agony
is how he lived he looketh down on you with his smile so bright
he knows how you are feeling and soon holds you tight look to the heavens
for you will see your father rewarded with his halos and white wings
you are special to have a father as you did happiness and laughter
he was your best friend be grateful for the time you had and always speak
of him
talk about the good times and the memories shared within
he can hear your voice and see you
that is all he can do close your eyes
and speak of him for your daddy loves you too .

- Christine A. Cooper .

I'm sorry heavenly Father
For all that I've done,
I didn't think it was wrong
I guess I was having to much fun,
Please take away my sins
For I will pray every night,
Please help me stop doing wrong
And help make it right,
I've got my whole life ahead of me
Please help me make the right choices,
I trust you to show me the way
And get rid of all these horrible voices,
Those voices in my head
They just wont go away,
They tell me to do bad
Or the prices I will have to pay,
Please help me Lord
Stay in control,
Please don't let Satan
Take over my soul,
I love you so much Lord
Just please forgive my sins,
Help me be a better person
All the way to the end.

- Andrea .

Dad, this is for you .
I know you've always loved me because i'm your child .
Maybe, the way that you care and show me your love is different .
And maybe, that made me hate you .
But, i realised everything when you left the world without a word to me .
I begun regretting all the things i have done .
Throwing tamtrums at you, going home late and lie to you just because i
din't want to see you, not wanting to visit you when you're admitted to the
hospital because i hated you and thinking it served you right and not even
bothering to give you a call .
Dad, i'm really sorry, and i really really miss you .
The times when you gave me a warm hug when i needed one, the times where
you hit me for bad results and made me so frighten that i want to do better the
next time, and when you knew that i worked hard for my exams but couldn't get
the results you wanted, you just encouraged me .
The times where we go out as a family together every Sunday for family
dinner/lunch .
Shop together and laugh together .
The times where we celebrated your birthday, father's day, mum's birthday,
mother's day, my birthday, my sister's birthday, chinese new year, christmas,
and many others .
Though missing all those moments now cannot salvage everything because you're gone . Our family state has also changed, now, in the house when everyone is out
except for me, I feel lonely, i feel so weird being the only one at home . Because there's no noise at all .
Dad, even when you're gone i just want you to know how much i yearn to tell
you that i love you.
How much i wish you were here, and i don't mind you scolding, hitting and
even blaming me .
However, everything is too late .
Dad, i hope you're resting well in the immortal world, and i know you've
never accepted Christ into your life . Maybe so you did, but i know God will be
there protecting you and watching over you for me . I'm sorry to have let you
down because i've accepted Christ and now attending Church, but you must know
how much happier i am now because God has filled me with all the love i needed .
Now, i don't need to depend on any other guy for love, because i know there's a
God up there loving me unconditionally . I hope you accept and understand this
if you're secretly watching over us, and that applies to jie too, she gave her
life to Christ and i know you knew that.
Whatever it is, daddy, Happy Father's Day and may God bless you always :)
I hope its not too late to wish you, and i'm sorry for not visiting you yesterday .
ILoveYou (L).

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It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay. I deserve more, and I know that
now. And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet. So you
set me free. We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more
than I would’ve given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you’ll never
know what could’ve been. Maybe someday you’ll regret it, maybe someday you’ll
think it was the best decision you ever made, but maybe someday you’ll see me
walking, smiling and happy, alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy
because he has my heart. Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing,
because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go .

" Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It
means nothing. It still doesn’t mean anything. What you feel only matters to
you. It’s what you do to the people you say you love, that’s what matters. It’s
the only thing that counts. "

" My affections and wishes have not changed, but one word from you will silence
me forever. If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you:
you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never
wish to be parted from you from this day on. "

" Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it’s when he ignores you
and you still love him, it’s when he loves another girl but you still smile and
say I’m happy for you, when all you really do is cry. "

- metalmouth.tumblr, meiyee's post:)

" When you judge someone, you’re judging
yourself. When you understand the true beauty of someone, then you’ll find love, until you understand that, you’ll never find true love and just keep hopping from appearance to appearance. "

L4D today with Meiyee :)

Passed the whole death toll once again(:

Then, played Survival ;D

And headed home .

I hope your apology comes from your heart and its sincere and not just a
word that you don't mean it at all and you said it for the sake of saying it .

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left'

Cause you know,you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it allI'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

I'm not leaving you anymore, and don't let me go (L).

Cell Fellowship & Dinner @ Cheryl,Chermaine,Cherina Lek's .
Thank you Avis & Sueyuan for the dinner :)
I made sushi today lor, nice nice one ^^
HAHAHHA, but the guys spoil it by dipping it into tom yum :@
Tomorrow Cell, prayer meeting should i turn up ?

yea thanks for rubbing it in .
i only wanted opinions but instead i got some other responds from you .
wth, i'm fucking stress ok .
look, i even feel like not going for cell and service already .
for fuck, zzz .
for no reason i get scoldings from people .
fuck la, whatever .
Bye .

Should i move to Livejournal ?

Hahhaha, i'm kinda bored of blog D:

I think LJ is kewlszxz leh .

Hahhahahahah, should i should i ? :D

These few days, i don't feel spiritually fed .
And i've been playing lan too much, i'm not concentrating on my spiritual battle /:
Worst, i'm getting back all my vulgarities again, why ?
I don't want, i don't like and i'm starting to hear secular music again .
What is happening to me ? Does this mean i've given up on my spiritual battle ?
And, i'm getting back to my ahlian days again ..
I don't want and i don't like ..
I din't even do corporate prayer just now .
What's happening to me /:

SONIA GOH JIAYI , CAN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP !?
STOP LETTING THE DEVIL'S TEMPTATIONS TO OVERTAKE YOU !
REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID ?!
YOU SAID NO MATTER WHAT YOU WANT TO BEAT THE DEVIL DOWN .
YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE, YOU WANT TO WIN HIM !
YOU WANT TO BE A HERIONE AND AWAIT THE RESULTS OF REVIVAL .
YOU ARE HUNGRY FOR GOD, NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO YOU !
WAKE UP ! WAKE UP ! WAKE UP !

someone please slap me if this is a dream .
and i almost died today, and God saved my life .
If it wasn't that one more step forward, that glass thing from the ceiling would have just crashed me . God, please help me continue and never give up on my spiritual journey :(

Everyone makes mistakes, stop blaming yourself .
The post maybe for you, but thats because i want to say everything out .
I want you to become a better person, i want you to be who you are and not pretending to be others . I don't want you to be living in the shadows of people .
You're not this way, you're a far way better person .
I know you're hurt by the post, but i really hope you get what i meant .
And what others meant and what they're trying to point out to you and reach out to you .
Blogging that post out is the only way to get your attention .
Sorry, if you find it harsh .
Enjoyed today's L4D ? :D
Hahahahaha, you do not suck ok :)

Hey girl, look here alright .

I'm not trying to condemn you or anything you okay, but i really got to tick you off manszx .

Quit being immature, you're already 14 years old .

A Teenager, don't you know how to grow up ? You're not 4 years old ok .

Look, people doesn't want to step you, you just think it that way .

People may have the same views of lifestyles and whatever as you, and this doesn't mean that they step you . Who in the world wants to step you ? If they're stepping you, please, means you're stepping others . Because, when they step you, you step others . You get it yo ?

Yea, really seriously, do some self reflection .

I'm not going to reveal who you are in my blog .

I play L4D is because Meiyee taught me how to play and so i found it fun .

FYI, MEIYEE DID NOT STEP YOU ALRIGHT :)

Another thing, i want to pierce labret doesn't mean i step you .

Your english fail or you just plainly don't get what i meant ?

I said, I WANT TO, but i din't say I'M GOING TO .

When i want to, doesn't mean i am going to pierce right ?

So whats with you telling other people about me being a big poser because i want to step you ?

Oh my goodness, -.-'' you're a super laughing stock manszx .

If i want to step you right, i might as well step Chantelle & Cybelle or Xiaxue, Dawn Yang etc ?

They are WAYY PRETTIER then you, WAYY STYLISH then you, WAYY SLIMMER then you .

Hhahaa. seriously, thinking of whatever you said right, make me want to laugh out loud ;)

Oh, if you're saying i step you, so means you step me for playing Audition, DDR, ParaPara and other stuffs la ? LOL .

You say Natalie is not that kind of girl that fits high waisted skirts and all, then what makes you think you fit ? -.-''

You say Talya looks so ugly like and old grandma, then what makes you think you're prettier then her ?

Anyway, honestly speaking, people have said Talya is way prettier and way hotter then you .

Compared to her, you're just one girl no one will take notice of .

You're just jealous of people whom are prettier then you and skinnier then you .

You're just jealous of people when they are noticed by guys and you're not .

You're just jealous of people because the guys you like, don't like you back and like your friends .

And when the guys do like you back, maybe out of pity they date you or maybe they think you're too desperate and you'll go all crazy about them .

You'll be talking your day off about them, and guess what .

YOUR FRIENDS & I DON'T ENJOY IT . ITS ANNOYING . ITS STUPID . IT SOUNDS LIKE AS THOUGH YOU'RE JUST SOME DESPO . YOU GET IT ? Zzzz .

You don't believe ah ? Ask lor, tsk .

Sorry for being so direct, because i really cannot stand you anymore .

You make use of your friends for example, Natalie, Me, Meiyee .

You make use of us to be your company when you have no one to go out with or whatever .

You think we're your entertainer when you're bored, we're not your servants .

And, on one reminder, without Her, you're nothing .

Seriously nothing, want to bet ?

Lets bet that one day your friendship with her broke off, you'll just be some pathetic loner in class and obviously outside too .

Then you'll start to call your "loser" friends .

You think that we're losers, isn't it ?

You think that you're cool .

Look, reflect and have some self respect .

Respect others and they'll respect you .

Calling gang to beat me up after you read this post won't help .

Because, when the news break out, you'll stand win a big trophy of being the worst loser in the world :)

Oh, Meiyee is not lousy @ L4D .

She is WAY BETTER then you :)

So is Natalie, and me ? I suck, and i'm learning and practicing .

STOP DELUDING OTHERS AND LOOKING DOWN ON THEM .

Bye . :)

i want to be a Heroine and save everyone from the enemy and awaits the results of Revival .

1 Samuel 14:1

Now it came to pass upon a day, that Jonathan the son of Saul said unto the young man that bare his armor, Come, and let us go over to the Philistines' garrison, that is on the other side. But he told not his father .

- A Hero does not wait to be told what to do .
- A Hero doesn't take the easier way out .
People will not care, unless they know how much we care for them .
- Heroes move Heaven .
- Heroes inspire others to come out of hiding .

Stop playing with the cardboard box, and start what you are told to do .

Yerterday, went to Changi Village Chalet for the Zone bbq :)

Guys served us, but i hate the mosquitos there :(

How can you guys survive there without itching ! OMG -.-''

Hhahaha, Talya & I ate alot of stingray ! :D

I bothered the guys like crazy for stingray . Hahahahhahahaha .

Super funny and fun yesterday :)

Then had performance from the guys .

Hahhaha, Junlin, your ass dance manszxz -.-

Hahhahaha, tsk tsk then today was KC Outreach outing :)

Went cycling/rollerblading @ EastCoast .

With Sueyuan, Chermaine, Sophia, Natalie, Cheryl Khoo, Annabelle Chow, Natasha, Syaza, Jaklyn, Nicole, and alot of the rest .

Fun day :)

Then after that Natalie & I went to meet Meiyee for Lan @ Katong .

We played L4D for 2 hours straight .

Hahahhaa, so famished after playing ah i tell you .

So addictiveeeeeeeeeezxz ! :D

Okk, then Antonette came ( sorry if name spelled wrongly ) we headed off to Meiyee's house to watch movie . Shannon came over and we watch Xmen Wolverine .

Ordered Macs for supper, then watch finish Natalie's mum came to pick us .

But we had to run after the car D:

K, i'm going to watch my show now .

I think i am going on HIATUS for my blog, i feel lazy to blog D:

Bye .

OHOH, I AM DOING ICE BREAKERS ON SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYY ;DDDDDD

COME FOR CELL PLEASEEEEEEE :D

Ouchhhhh, muscle aches :(
Yesterday training was a torture manszxz .
Run 10 rounds, then need play high ball, then coach not happy with me . ( idiot . )
Whatever manszxz, hope they change coach soon .
Okk, then after training i went Parkway to eat chicken rice with Talya :)
Then met Cheryl Khoo, and waited for Chermaine Lek for Bible Study .
Went Berrylite for Bible Study, then at 3 we went off to meet the others @ KC bus stop .
Cheryl Lek, as usual was late . ( hahahahahha . )
Samantha, Taferine, Cheryl Lek, Chermaine, Jessica, Talya, Sasha, Nicole Clara and Cheryl Khoo boarded bus 16 to Kallang Leisure for Ice Skating ;)
Met Claudia and Shannon, and went off for Ice skating .
Super fun i tell you ! Hahha, we played tag ! And i fell alot of times :( But nice la when fall . HA !
My first fall was because of CLAUDIA LIM !
She sat in the middle of somewhere and i tried to save her by not letting the ice skates to hit her back and so i lifted my leg to move but in the end it was too high so i fell backwards and fell with both my legs sliding ok . So unglam -.-''
Took many many photos with them ;D
Guys, you're missing out so much ah ! HAHAH .
Then went to eat, then take bus go Ice cream chef .
What a tiring day, oh and Rystine came for Ice cream chef .
Then mother came pick me up cause i was too tired .
Went home and immediately fell on my bed and sleep .
Woke up @ 1250 cause received messages and so i read .
Read Junlin's and was like shock cause Kimsiong and Johnny fought .
D: , somemore is Johnny's birthday . ):
Then they went around finding Kimsiong, and so i got worried and called Kimsiong .
Wlao, then i realised it was actually planned out . HAHAHHAH .
Actually KS went to buy dinner & dessert for them . Hahhahahahah .
Then i had to participate in tricking Junlin and the rest .
Hahhaha, SORRY JUNLIN !
Soccer today, and i'm still waiting for Cheryl Lek/ Rystine's call . Hahahhah .

Today i went for Service ! :)

I am very very happyyyyyy, hahahahhaa .

Cause i get to pray for school revival, salvation and others ;)

Then had Class after Service .

YEON JUNLIN, YOU CAME TODAY . YOU ARE SO HAPPENING ! HAHAHA !

Our cell 2.2 went over to Katong Shopping Centre to eat :)

Actually ah, not really eat leh, no one ate -.-

Only sat and crap and talk talk talk . HAHHAHA .

Benjamin Sng, stop annoying me you crazy little ahbeng ! AHHAHAHAHA

Ben was like annoying me like crazy that i felt like whacking him, as in play play la -.-

Wanted to slap him manszxz ! So annoying ! Hahhahahahahahha .

JUNLIN ! YOU DIN'T STAND UP FOR ME ! ARGH, NEVER STOP BEN YOU IDIOT ):

Rystine keeps calling me Ahlian, ( ._. ) I am (underline) SO NOT lor .

So i keep disturbing Rystine, then she made a public announcement that no one can call me Ahlian anymore, except her ( -.-!!! )

So we were like talking and crapping super loud at the foodcourt, ( LOL! )

Then we planned that for the girls tmr going Ice Skating ! :D *wink wink! ;)

Then the guys going for camp tmr . D: Byebye guyszxz . hahahhahahah . we won't miss you! =x

The leaders had some meeting which our dear cell leader Cheryl Lek, said it will be 5 mins only .

Guess what, it ended up Claudia, Nicole, Me, Junlin, Ben, Natty, Cherina waited for 1 hour plus plus . Wow, Cell Leader ! YOU POWER ! HAHAHAHHAH .

They came back and we took cell photo ;)

OHOH, THE CELL IS GETTING INFLUENCED BY MY WINK WINK! :DDDDD *wink wink wink! ;))))))))

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH, i went over to Lan to meet Meiyee & Genevieve .

Watched them play L4D . COOL OK . I WANT PLAY NEXT TIME, SO FUNSZXZ !

After that, we went over to Parkway cause Genevieve wants to eat PastaMania .

Wanted to pierce ear, but then Stege & 77th street close ):

I wanted to pierce back my tragus and pierce my left earlobe 3rd hole ;)

Sian, hahahahahhaha .

Jalan jalan awhile then stopped at Cotton On, i bought shorts .

I DESPERATELY NEED GOING OUT SHORTS AH TELL YOU ! HAHAHAH .

TOMORROW ICE SKATING, SO HAPPENING ! :DDDDD

WHO GOING FOR BBQ @ CHANGI 10 JUNE ?! HAHHAHAHAHA .

YEON JUNLIN, I SHALL SEE YOU OVER THERE ! HAHAHHAHA *WINK WINK! ;)

Ah, bye Junlin, going to miss you . Hhahahahah, honoured being missed by me your own Christ like sister ? *wink wink! ;)

I wanna see what you'll do @ the camp kkkk, blog bout it hor ! ;)

Ok, i am quite tired, i need to turn in soon cause tmr i have training for 4 hours ):

Then going to have Bible Study with my beloved Shepard Chermaine Lek & my junior Cheryl Khoo !!! :D

HEHEHEHEH, ok bye . ;D

HI GENEVIEVE, I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, CAUSE YOU SAID SO .

HAHAHAHAH, OK, BYEBYE .

SEEYOU SOON ! LOVE YOU BABE ! ;)

YOU'RE NOT FAT, BUT I AM . HAHAHAHAHHA .

Define; Beauty .

I am just wondering, how to people define beauty ?

Well, 90% of people define beauty by looks .

How can we define true beauty by looks ?

You maybe a super hot, super pretty, super sexy women in the world .

You maybe a super hot, super handsome, super muscular guy in the world .

Yea, that's what we call the Outer Beauty .

However, you have not seen the Inner Beauty and how can you conclude that he/she is beautiful ?

People condemn others for their looks, their shape, but never thought of the heart .

We often misjudge people for the way they look .

A super innocent sweeet pretty sexy looking girl stands infront of you and ask for your number .

How are you going to react ?

Are you going to react like " Gosh! She's asking for my number, i must be lukiest guy manszxz! "

Or will you think, " She's pretty good looking, but what if i've misjudged her ? Maybe she ain't what she look like . "

Question is, Why do people misjudge and judge others for how they appear ?

Someone once told me " When you judge someone, you're judging yourself . When you understand the true beauty of someone, then you'll find love, untill you understand that, you'll never find true love and just keep hopping from appearence to appearence "

Beauty,

We see it in such a blatant manner,

The girl with no pimples on her skin,

Not a cut on her fingers,Spotless, no blemishes,

Face looking like she walked out of a magazine,

No other like her can be,

Because she is the cutest in the world,

And that

My friends

Is

Not

True

Beauty

She's placed at the back of the audience because

They can't stand her sight,

She is made to scrub the floors of her oppressors,

She doesn't believe she is beautiful,

She says she won't be able to find love,

No man can quench her thirst.

She is an outcast.S

he wants to know when she will ever be beautiful,

Alone.

Forgotten.

Her crooked smile,Scorned.Loathed.

There is

Where you

Find

True Beauty

She cares, but no one cares about her,

She helps, but know one acknowledges it,

She is the pest.

Aside from life,A veil over herself.

They laugh.

But my friends,

Here is

Where

You

Find

True Beauty

To help her understand, its not only about her face but her heart,

Not her doubt in herself but her faith to keep on,

Not the model in the newspapers but the attitude she portrays,

Not the hate that she recieves but the love she gives,

There my friends

Is

Where

She

Knows

That

She

is

The

Most

Beautiful

Girl

In

The

World

The wise man said,

"Beauty shows itself when you tell youreself you are beautiful and believingthat amidst all doubt "

And she believes this and people

Start to watch her differently,

Respecting her

For

she

Is

Not

Silent.

She is no super model

Designed to turn men's heads

She cannot make the world stop

With lips stained ruby red;

Her lips tremble inwardly

Based on years of shame

Her eyes don't see the beauty

Hidden behind her thick frames.

But she has thoughts you've never seen

From love to religion and things in between,

Depths to delve into;

she's no petri dish

A chance to be known is her only wish -

She's more than just products

And a body that's thin

But the silent corner

Is all she has ever been.

He is no half nude model

No Abercrombie & Fitch

He cannot be an actor

Girl's screams don't make him rich.

His ego suffers silently

Through rejections so unfair

Always Clark Kent and never

Superman; no one seems to care.

But he has thoughts you've never seen

From love to religion and things in between,

Depths to delve into;

he's no petri dish

A chance to be known is his only wish -

He's more than just muscles

And a heart stopping grin

But the silent cornerIs all he has ever been.

Ode to the girl in the corner

Ode to the guy no one sees

Because actually they're perfect

In personality,

But sadly humans are caught up

In physicality.

If only people's souls and dreams

Were visible in their face,

And bodies would show morals

With delicate, divine grace.

Then it would be obvious

Where real beauty lies;

No evil could be concealed

Behind a beautiful disguise.

A young girl tries to play with a group of girls .

The group of girls stares at her, eyes thats says " you're ugly, you're gross . "

She tries to shake hands with them .

They push her to the ground and said

" You're so ugly, we don't want to have a ugly friend like you neither do we want to play with an ugly girl, you are just simply gross ! "

With that, they left her there crying .

The girl ran home and asked her mother

" Mummy, why do people dislike me so much ? Why do they say i am ugly ? Am i that ugly to be hated ? "

The mother stroke her hair and said

" Daughter, you're not ugly, people just don't appreciate your beauty, be strong, cause beauty does not lie within the outer appearence but the inner appearence . "

1 Corinthians 13

1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

" We can be reasonably happy here on Earth, but thats not the goal of life . The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness . "

Well, Saturday is supposed to be having Cell with the cell members .

And also spending time with them and eating dinner and all .

However, today there is Shepards Retreat :)

There should be Sheeps Retreat too ! Hahhahaha ;D

Wanted to Kayak today, but then woke up too late laaaaa ):

Anyway, i was chatting with the most nonsense girl in my class Khalisah Sulaiman Baby KukuJiao .

Hahahha, tell you ah, she super nonsense untill cannot nonsense already .

You know " diao " -> ( -.- ) right ?

She tell me say " diao " in ancient Taiwan is penis, dick, lanjiao . ( LOL!! )

Kkk, then Chiong, you know we all always like to use Eg; " i'm Chioing hw la . " that kind ?

Yea, she come out with a English CHIONG which defines stuff . ( LOL!! ) I C&P here kk .

chiong 22 up, 11 down A sexual act which involves two gay men.
One man inserts his penis into the pants of another and masturbates furiously, while the other does the same to the other one.
The chiong is over when both men ejaculate on each others testicles while their pants are still on. This crude process is usually followed by both men urinating in each others mouths while grabbing their chest and ass. Michael and his gay lover both performed the legendary chiong maneuver for the cameras ten times in a row, leaving them with soar palms and penises.
If one is able to perform a chiong with their girlfriend, their girlfriend is a man. chiong penis cock gay fag homo sex sexual homosexual urinating ejaculating semen skeet pissing by Defco Mar 13, 2008 share this 2. chiong 2 up, 5 down The act of inserting toys into the anus.
This act is best carried out my two men (one submissive, one dominating) using things including fingers, vibrating didlos, strap ons, anal beads, frozen turds or frozen condoms filed with semen, carrots, cucumbers, beer bottles or any other shaft.
The first man should initially lick the anus of his partner whilst massaging his cock. If his partner recepriocates this act, then the two move on to the next step.
Both men should now have no underwear on and should be slowly touching each others cock. The submissive male will then turn around whilst the dominating man will proceed to jerk off on the other's back.
He then licks some of the cum off his partner's back and rubs the rest near the anus, providing lubricant for the sex toy into the anal passage. Using an item like the frozen turd, the dominatring male then slowly inserts it into his partners ass and hits him in the back of the head. The anal passage should tighten, making the turd (or other sex toy) more difficult to pull in/out, hence making the experience more pleasurable for the submissive male.
Note: If at any stage either of the men feel uncomfortable with the idea of chionging, a swift blow to the back of the neck is carried out. The man who hit his partner then proceeds to get dressed and visit a female hooker with whom he has normal, man-woman sex. Gregg and I were gonna chiong the other day, but then I felt like some tight pussy instead, so I hit him in the back of the neck and went to Amanda's place. chiong choinging anal submissive dominating bdsm by I Never Chiong Sep 12, 2008 share this 3. chiong 4 up, 18 down a titty raping whore who is a fat useless fuck who likes to masturbate on niggers. he enjoys watching porn on his psp and licking cock "Wtf is that chiong doing licking his boner."

Okay, that was what Khalisah Sulaiman Baby KukuJiao sent to me, i was like super AMAZED okkk .

Hahhahaha, then right she come say she very high now talking about these . ( ._. )

Horny ah you Khali KukuJiao ! Hahha, tell you, she very touchy one . HAHAHHA .

In our class right, if you fight with her you sure lose one, and you'll lose in pain .

Cause right, the procedure of her tormenting you is super super pain i swear .

She will, pinch your ( . . ) then she will squeeze and twist it . ( think about it manszxz )

Pain lor, super super pain . I kena alot of times by her before ):

And KhalisahBaby KukuJiao, i do not have a penis or what you call it, DIAO . LOL .

So, i don't have it big or small & don't ask me anymore ! Hahhahahah .

[b][c=4][c=13][c=9][b][c=8][c=#FF5B0D][c=11]feeling[/c] the[/c] ELECTRIC BOLTS[/c][/b] running[/c] through[/c] my veins[/c]![/b] says:
lan jiao ah you.
thats what my mum like to say.
haha.
hahahahaha.
so funny.
i'm going high now.
haha.
just by saying this kinds of things.
i thing i'm going crazy.

[b][c=4][c=13][c=9][b][c=8][c=#FF5B0D][c=11]feeling[/c] the[/c] ELECTRIC BOLTS[/c][/b] running[/c] through[/c] my veins[/c]![/b] says:
si mi.
lan jiao.
haha.
i like to say the word.
lan jiao.
lan jiao.
lan jiao.
lan jiao.
lan jiao.
lan jiao,

[b][c=4][c=13][c=9][b][c=8][c=#FF5B0D][c=11]feeling[/c] the[/c] ELECTRIC BOLTS[/c][/b] running[/c] through[/c] my veins[/c]![/b] says:
wth
wth
penis
penis.
hahahahahahahahaha.
u so funny.
do u like chionging?

[b][c=4][c=13][c=9][b][c=8][c=#FF5B0D][c=11]feeling[/c] the[/c] ELECTRIC BOLTS[/c][/b] running[/c] through[/c] my veins[/c]![/b] says:
-.- means diao and diao means penis.
haha.
hahahehehahaha.

So there, that was what Khalisah Baby KukuJiao said to me, actually there's more horny ones -.-

But i've decided to be kind and not to post this up .

HAHAHAHHAHAHA, okkkkk .

Thanks Junlin for giving me those verses .

Yea, i am trying not to be tempted ):

Tomorrow Service, you coming right ? Hahha, please come though ;)

You're SO HAPPENING AH ! Hahhahahahahahah .

Ask Kimsiong to define it for you, and i tell you Kimsiong always bully me ):

Hahhahaha, and i am gonna stalk Kimsiong dry ! ( LMAOS ! ;D )

I really really cannot stand it .

I think i am really falling for you, and i know its wrong .

Its a sin, a super great sin !

Why can't i just like other guys instead of you ?!

Why must you be so nice to me when i encounter difficulties ?!

And i know you feel the same way for me through the way you treat me .

But, i'm not sure how you feel towards me anymore .

Gosh, i wonder how am i going to face you when school reopens .

Anyway, meet up soon .

I really miss you badly, and i feel uneasy without your love, care and concern around .

When i'm shedding tears, you'll always be there for me .

When i'm not in the right mood, you'll always be there to cheer me up .

And when i had relationship encounters, you'll always be there to help me .

You're not a bung, you said it yourself, but why must you make yourself look like one ?!

Indeed, you are very hot looking in both girl and bung form .

Urgh, sorry babe .

Even if i love you dearly, and even if you feel the same way for me i don't think i can ever accept you, because i will feel weird and i will feel like a great sinner .

I don't want to hurt both of us, we'll remain as friends, very close friends right ?

You asked me to bring you go sheesha, yea i will .

We'll have dinner soon, (:

Seeyou love.

Ah ! Hello, i am so tired .

I realised that i have readers, unknown readers :)

Yay, do tag more aye ?

I tried to put the nuffnang survey thingy but it doesn't work on meee :(

So yea, i shall conduct my survey here :)

Closing the survey on 09 June :D

Tag to choose options okay ? (:

1. Do you want to read with more contents, pictures or both ?

2. Are you a babe or dude ? HAHAHHA .

3. How old are you .

4. What do you expect from my blog ? Eg; Bibical, World, Music, Fashion or ?

5. Are you a daily reader of my blog, mostly or just randomly bloghopped ?

6. How did you come across my blog ?

Kkkk, survey done . Please answer okkkkkkkk, so i can improve my blog :D

Anyway, i changed blogskin, yay . Took with 2 hours plus to do ok . :)

Today, went for KC outreach, so happening uh i tell you :)

Sueyuan preached on Trails :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG TINGXIN ! :D

Okkk, i am too lazy to blog about everything today so tmr i will blog .

Anyway, for 201 i am organising either a class 3 days 2 nights chalet or just a normal bbq party .

Oi, is a class thing please do make an effort to come :D *wink wink ! ;)

Ohoh, and tomorrow is KC Outreach's outing ! :D :D :D HAPPENING RIGHT RIGHT !?

HAHAHAHAH, OKKKK . WE GOING EAST COAST I THINK . TO KAYAK/CYCLE/ROLLERBLADE BUT IDK HOW ROLLERBLADE ! HAHAHAHAHHA .

Kkkk, text me for confirmation :)

Okk, Hi Yeon Junlin, i saw you today at church ! Yay, how's bible studies ? :D You are SO HAPPENING ! That's what Chermaine and the rest agreed to :D Seeyou soon, sorry did not meet up with you ): ): ): Next timee text me on when you want to meet kkkkk . :D

Choo Meiyee, you got so ps today ! HAHAHAHAHHA .

SERVE YOU RIGHT, HAHAHAHAH . SASHA DOESN'T LIKE YOU !

MUAHAHAHHAHAHA, stupid idiot . HAHAHHAH .

Subway, is a place that embarrass you ! tsktsk !
PON CHA NOK . Idc if i spelled it right, hehehehehehehehhe .

'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.'

The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'

'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely.'

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'

'Yes.'

'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly.

'Aha! The Bible!'

He considers for a moment.

'Here's one for you, let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good...!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues.

'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'

The student remains silent.

'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says.

He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

'Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?'

'Er...yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one.

'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'

The student: 'From...God..'

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?'

'Yes.'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues: 'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?'

The student: 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question.

'Who created them?'

There is still no answer.

Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom.

The class is mesmerized.

'Tell me,' he continues onto another student.

'Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?'

The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing.

'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him.'

'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'

'No, sir, I have not.'

'Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelled your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes.'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats.

'And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own.

'Professor, is there such a thing as heat?'

'Yes,' the professor replies.

'There's heat.'

'And is there such a thing as cold?'

'Yes, son, there's cold too.'

'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.

The room suddenly becomes very quiet.

The student begins to explain. 'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'.
We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest-458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.'

Silence across the room.

A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation.

'What is night if it isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.

This will be a good semester.

'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time.

'Flawed? Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'

'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do.'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going.

A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavour, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?'

The class is in uproar.

The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'

The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?'

The class breaks out into laughter.

'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent.

The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity,the old man answers.

'I guess you'll have to take them on faith.'

'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,'

the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?'

Now uncertain, the professor responds,

'Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.'

The professor sat down.

Yes ! I iceskated today(:

Idk how to rollerblade but i know how to iceskate now ! Yayyyyyy, love you guys manszx .

I want to pierce back my tragus and maybe labret ;)

I realised i need you by my side, as a friend maybe ? I can't let go, and i am trying hard to .

Its hard, yea i know . All these while i am deceiving myself, but the fact is i am trying hard to forget you, though my feelings faded, but memories are always whirling around my mind . I'm sorry, it really takes time for everything . I'm doing everything i can to forget the memories .

Okay, so back to where i was .

Meiyee wanted to play ParaPara to show off her crab ( crap ) dance ;D HAHHAHA .

But, no more stages . Hehehhee, sorry ponchanok . Teeheeee ;D

I got a document in this computer of Assurance Of Salvation & i want to blog one column out .

YOU WERE A SINNER
Being a sinner means that you have failed to do what God requires for you to be in right relationship with Him. You have failed to do God’s law.
“For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (Romans3:23)
Sin includes those things you do that are not acceptable to God, as well as your tendency to walk in disobedience to God.

AS A SINNER,YOU CANNOT PLEASE GOD.
“As it is written; ‘There is no one righteous, not even one; there is no one who understands, no one who seeks God. All have turned away, they have become worthless; there is no one who does good, not one” (Romans3:10)
Most of us live our lives without even considering what God may expect from us.

Yup, that's what i want to blog about .

I am and was a Sinner, that failed to do what God required me to do and be in the right relationship with him . I have failed him and the law .

People say, Sinners do not go to Heaven to meet God, but go to Hell to meet the Devil .

Everyone in this world is/was a sinner but why do God still accept people into Heaven ?

Because God is a forgiving father that forgives his children without conditions and he is with us always and will never leave nor forsake us . So why are we seeking for mans love instead of God?

I was reading Chantelle's blog, the really pretty girl .

She had this blogpost, i am going to C&P over here and i hope she won't mind .

That post really made me understand everything, maybe not everything but literally :)