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A fatherless child is a child that needs extra love.
I give them all I got with the help of the lord above.
A fatherless child can grow up to be a great man,
As long as they place their fate in the Lord's hand.

-Ida D. Mcknight .

Angels were falling for you did not see
They fell from the heavens with their halos and white wings
the tears and cries for your father to come wipe your tears
for he had none no more pain or suffering as he did the pain and agony
is how he lived he looketh down on you with his smile so bright
he knows how you are feeling and soon holds you tight look to the heavens
for you will see your father rewarded with his halos and white wings
you are special to have a father as you did happiness and laughter
he was your best friend be grateful for the time you had and always speak
of him
talk about the good times and the memories shared within
he can hear your voice and see you
that is all he can do close your eyes
and speak of him for your daddy loves you too .

- Christine A. Cooper .

I'm sorry heavenly Father
For all that I've done,
I didn't think it was wrong
I guess I was having to much fun,
Please take away my sins
For I will pray every night,
Please help me stop doing wrong
And help make it right,
I've got my whole life ahead of me
Please help me make the right choices,
I trust you to show me the way
And get rid of all these horrible voices,
Those voices in my head
They just wont go away,
They tell me to do bad
Or the prices I will have to pay,
Please help me Lord
Stay in control,
Please don't let Satan
Take over my soul,
I love you so much Lord
Just please forgive my sins,
Help me be a better person
All the way to the end.

- Andrea .

Dad, this is for you .
I know you've always loved me because i'm your child .
Maybe, the way that you care and show me your love is different .
And maybe, that made me hate you .
But, i realised everything when you left the world without a word to me .
I begun regretting all the things i have done .
Throwing tamtrums at you, going home late and lie to you just because i
din't want to see you, not wanting to visit you when you're admitted to the
hospital because i hated you and thinking it served you right and not even
bothering to give you a call .
Dad, i'm really sorry, and i really really miss you .
The times when you gave me a warm hug when i needed one, the times where
you hit me for bad results and made me so frighten that i want to do better the
next time, and when you knew that i worked hard for my exams but couldn't get
the results you wanted, you just encouraged me .
The times where we go out as a family together every Sunday for family
dinner/lunch .
Shop together and laugh together .
The times where we celebrated your birthday, father's day, mum's birthday,
mother's day, my birthday, my sister's birthday, chinese new year, christmas,
and many others .
Though missing all those moments now cannot salvage everything because you're gone . Our family state has also changed, now, in the house when everyone is out
except for me, I feel lonely, i feel so weird being the only one at home . Because there's no noise at all .
Dad, even when you're gone i just want you to know how much i yearn to tell
you that i love you.
How much i wish you were here, and i don't mind you scolding, hitting and
even blaming me .
However, everything is too late .
Dad, i hope you're resting well in the immortal world, and i know you've
never accepted Christ into your life . Maybe so you did, but i know God will be
there protecting you and watching over you for me . I'm sorry to have let you
down because i've accepted Christ and now attending Church, but you must know
how much happier i am now because God has filled me with all the love i needed .
Now, i don't need to depend on any other guy for love, because i know there's a
God up there loving me unconditionally . I hope you accept and understand this
if you're secretly watching over us, and that applies to jie too, she gave her
life to Christ and i know you knew that.
Whatever it is, daddy, Happy Father's Day and may God bless you always :)
I hope its not too late to wish you, and i'm sorry for not visiting you yesterday .
ILoveYou (L).