These few days, i don't feel spiritually fed .And i've been playing lan too much, i'm not concentrating on my spiritual battle /:
Worst, i'm getting back all my vulgarities again, why ?
I don't want, i don't like and i'm starting to hear secular music again .
What is happening to me ? Does this mean i've given up on my spiritual battle ?
And, i'm getting back to my ahlian days again ..
I don't want and i don't like ..
I din't even do corporate prayer just now .
What's happening to me /:
SONIA GOH JIAYI , CAN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP !?
STOP LETTING THE DEVIL'S TEMPTATIONS TO OVERTAKE YOU !
REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID ?!
YOU SAID NO MATTER WHAT YOU WANT TO BEAT THE DEVIL DOWN .
YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE, YOU WANT TO WIN HIM !
YOU WANT TO BE A HERIONE AND AWAIT THE RESULTS OF REVIVAL .
YOU ARE HUNGRY FOR GOD, NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING TO YOU !
WAKE UP ! WAKE UP ! WAKE UP !
someone please slap me if this is a dream .
and i almost died today, and God saved my life .
If it wasn't that one more step forward, that glass thing from the ceiling would have just crashed me . God, please help me continue and never give up on my spiritual journey :(
Everyone makes mistakes, stop blaming yourself .
The post maybe for you, but thats because i want to say everything out .
I want you to become a better person, i want you to be who you are and not pretending to be others . I don't want you to be living in the shadows of people .
You're not this way, you're a far way better person .
I know you're hurt by the post, but i really hope you get what i meant .
And what others meant and what they're trying to point out to you and reach out to you .
Blogging that post out is the only way to get your attention .
Sorry, if you find it harsh .
Enjoyed today's L4D ? :D
Hahahahaha, you do not suck ok :)
