Happy Birthday :)

Happy Birthday Levon Lim :D !

Hey ! Let's forget all the past and our grudges against each other ?

Sounds Great ? Cause, i don't want to live my life with hatred/grudges against someone though .

Its kind off weird like we used to be tgt and now we're enemies -.-

So yup, hope we're friends or at least acquaintance yea :D

Today, Cell was indescribable incredible to the max :)

I just needed that breakthrough, and what Madel preached was what i really needed .

I just needed to cry out to the Lord Jesus .

I just needed the annointings .

If you were to ask me " Sonia, would you choose to give up your journey with God and go back to whom you are previously before accepting Christ ? "

I would straight away give you a straight NO NO .

Why would i want to be stupid to sin against Jesus again ?

Why would i want to risk my life getting judge by God and be thrown to Hell ?

Why would i want to destroy my own future and plans that God have created for me ?

Its absolutely insane for me to do so .

God, is the only God that fills what i need .

I don't need any guy/man's love to fill .

Even if i do get one, how much can he fill the love i really need ?

Yes, i won't feel alone because he will be there to text/call me 24/7 or such .

But, when i lie on the bed, i would always have this hole in my heart .

This feeling that no one can ever give me except for God .

I seriously, can't imagine life without you .

1 John 3:16

This is how we know what love is:

Jesus Christ laid down his life for us.

And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

deeper in love

Delirioustouch is opening to their first collection :D !

Yayyyyy, hahahahhaa finally :)

Visit visit and support kk .

The model hot right, of course laaa . Hahhaa *wink wink!

TOMORROW CELLLL YAY :D

TOMORROW HILLSONG CONCERT YAYYYYYYY !

Today, fellowship with Chermaine & Zoe .

Talk about it more maybe tmr, cause need to upload pictures for delirioustouch :D

same side of the moon .

I'm not talking to you Claire Tan Yi Xuan .

wait one month later on the 23 August then i'll resume talking to you . I'm serious !

Woke up as usual, bathe, went to school .

Got scolded by English teacher D:

Suckszxz man, haha .

Zuo wen CA sure going to fail like mad . HA .

stupid claire, curse you la ! cause of you i failing ):

Yea yea, yada yada ~

I suck at Math big time, i hate linear graphs & algebra .

Anyone care to teach me ? HA .

I don't think annyone would cause they need ALOT of patience cause i suck to the max . Heh .

I think Joan Chen likes Claire Tan .

Oh well, they're the " honey baby cumming little sweetie pie's " HAHAHA .

Claire Tan thinks i don't dare not to talk to her for a month .

I'll prove to you big time !

I'm not going to sms you, talk to you, look at you, or even write a note to you .

If not i'll have to treat the stupid fat pig Joan sake sushi y'know .

Hahahhahahahaha, if want me forgive you then you come kowtow to me . HAHAH . ( joke ah )

My cca clash ._.

Now i have 4 days in one week of cca . AH ~~

Today i went half half for both cca's .

Dance then Badminton :)

After that went off to Siglap deposit money, eat Cafe Cartel and then cab home :)

Now, i need to do finish all my homework, super alot ):

Hais, okay i should get going now :D

Goooooodbye !(:

Birthday Song .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARVEN KER :D

sorry for the late wish though, blogger got problem earlier on ):

Happy Birthday, my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

And may all your dreams come true

- Corrine May, The Birthday Song dedicated to you :)

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Today, woke up super late 7AM ! Oh my goodness right .

Lucky its raining heavily so got excuse :D

Woke up, chiong bathe etc etc then Joan came to pick me up with cab and send me to school .

Ha, pathetic right .

My school is just a few blocks away but Joan has to come pick me up .

Cause i no umbrella ! Hahha, and today got Eclipse !

Cool you know ! Haha .

Yup, after school, went ICC and eat with Gwen & Annabel :)

stop brooding over her already Annabel, if she is not meant for you then don't go for her .

there are other better looking bungs then her ( LOL, sorry "her" ) Hahhaha .

but yea, i'm stating the facts .

try going for the upper secondary one, V. HOT ! HAHAH .

okay ? (: we'll always be here for you .

Went back to school after ICC and slack slack, talk talk .

Then saw the gross girl, Claire Tan Yi Xuan . Hahhaha .

Talking about her really make me laugh .

At the times where she shared with us her story of " guaikia-ness & never gone arcade in her whole life before only once with her sister when she was v. young . "

Hahhaa, oh man, seriously .

Get to know this idiot, hahahaha .

I found out something that really hurt me ; :/

Like what have i done ?

I din't provoke her, i din't say anything bout her, then she is angry at me .

I'm not sure if she hates me ):

I've never intended to steal her away from you .

I don't know what i've done wrong, but please listen out to me will you ?

You know that she needs you by her side, you're her best friend !

Have you ever spare a thought for her before throwing your anger ?

Have you ever thought what seriously went wrong before contridicting everything ?

Have you ever tried to solve the problems with us instead of ignoring all of us ?

Have you ever thought of salvaging the friendship with her ?

Have you ever think of how much she needs you by her side as a friend ?

Eight years, and you intend to give up on the friendship over childish stuff ?

Hey, i've got thousand and million words to say to you, i want you to get the picture right .

I don't want you to just continue carrying this thought that, she doesn't care about you anymore, cause she has new close friends like me and her . And, me & her is stealing her away from you . If you're reading this i know you know whom i'm referring to . I've only treated her as a normal friend, though we're close but our friendship can never compare to hers and yours . You get it ?

I don't want to see all of us falling out of the circle of friends .

One by one leaving without a word because we don't get the picture right .

Do you know how much all of us yearn for you back with us instead of going with those people ?

Once a member within us leaves, the whole group scatters .

Please talk to her, and please try and understand what i'm trying to do here .

Instead of thinking i'm going to steal her away :(

I hope to see you soon back, With Us .

Indescribable ♥.

Today did nothing but to slack at home and stone with the computer .
Mc mc for 2 days :D
Darn, tmr need go schoool .
I 2 days never go school already, tskkkkkkkk .
Miss me or not ? HAHAHAH, and my nonsense .
Hahha :DD
Went to eat Thai Express with mother and then come home ^^
Mummy ♥ put $$ inside my bank account .
YAYYYYYYYY .
I LOVE YOU MOTHERRRRRRR ! ♥
My mummy is the best mom on earth ! :D

Chermine you're chio ;D

Chermine Guay Wan Yeeeeeeee ;D
You're chio to the max ok :D
Stop saying you're not .
Only chio people have boyf, so you have one you are chio :D
Hahaha, not like me uh .
Boyf don't have, Girlf also don't have :(
So means i super buang, you got it ?
Ha, Last Long babe ! (L.)

O M G !

O M G .

HAHAHHAA, those people who've been looking for answers of her & her whether they stead, i think they did . HA .

Cause, that was proveee .

Hahah, butbut idk whether true or joke one ._.

Ha ! BUT STILL .

True Repentence .

" He that speaketh in an unknown tongue edifieth himself; but he that prophesieth edifieth the church. "

Today's service was good :)

Altar call, i responeded and i felt good after that .

Class 101 was even better :)

Chapter 3 : Get Ready To Live ! :D

Chapter 4 : Baptism of the Holy Spirit :)

Then, cell lunch @ Hua Li Xuan .

Ha, after lunch followed Claudia, Sueyuan, Avis & Chilli (JunLin) for Fellowship ;D

Hahahhhaha, and now back home .

Worrying about :

#1 - Homework, NOT DONEEE at all .

#2 - Bad bad crampszxz, don't tell me my period is coming :(

#3 - Uniform not washed/iron ! (LOL !!)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :)

I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH .

HOW'RE YOU !

YOU DID NOT COME INTO MY DREAM :(

I miss the days when we have dinner tgt and cutting cake .

Taking photos and all .

Wished those days will happen again .

(L)ove you so much, (x3)

Desert Song .

" All of my life in every season You are still God I have a reason to sing I have a reason to worship . "

All i did today was stay at home .
Din't turn up for cell because got locked in the house, oh wow .
Supposed to go Joan Chen's house then go Parkway or something then last minute she say she not free and cannot go out, then go her house for what ? -.-
Audition-ed with Natalie, Webcam with Natalie, Msn with people, blog hop and'll .
(Boringtothemax.com.sg) pleasezxz .
I'm thinking if i should continue my walk with God .
And i know i should, because he is the only one whom can pull me through every tough times .
Oh God, please tell me what to do .
You must be wondering ; since i know i should why do i even bother thinking ?
Because of some personal reasons and i don't wish to say it to anyone, cause i know no one will help . Like v. lame tell them then they cannot do anything might as well don't tell -.-
Kay, whatever i'm going to audi because i'm (sianszxztothemax.sg) ok .

Lost but was found .

Luke 14:1-35 .

Today never go school and then went for Annabel's chalet .

Was quite pissed off cause of some things happen along the way .

So yea, but everything was solved and all .

Today is supposed to be a happy day but in the end, everything turned out wrong .

How great . :/

Firstly the arguements between me & Annabel and sort of Khalisah .

Then something happened to Khailisah, and we were all so worried for her .

Then Gwendolyn emo emo ._. then like she run away and stuff, so we had to run after her .

Like from bus stop to pasir ris reserve park then downtown then chalet then ehub ._.

Tiring y'know . However we don't blame her because she felt depressed uh .

And Gwen, you must know this .

" You Are Never Alone "

We all care for you thats why we ran after you, and thats why i screamed at you .

We care for you untill we had to send you to your doorstep .

So please, don't feel like a lost sheep :(

I don't want you to think no one loves you, and i know saying this won't help but .

Jesus and all of us loves you .

Khalisah, i hope you're alright now .

We din't mean to hurt you, is just that we thought you were joking .

And please forgive us and not like, heck us cause you think we abandoned you :(

Yasmyn was super sad, cause its like first time in history you'll "fight" and ignore .

Cheer up pleasee .

You know we'll always be here for you .

See you soon on Monday and please be back to whom you are again :)

Thanks to Talya & her family for sending me up to my house :D

Tomorrow Sabby is preaching .

I cannot miss cell :)

Yay, get to see airpork again :D

Hahah, okay i'm bushed .

Goodnight :)

Edits .

Joan chen wants me to blog about her .

Okay here it goes .

I think you are a big breasted women .

And squashing me in the car is so unglam (LOL!)

Today running after Gwen, got lose some weight ? (HAHA!)

Okay, go sms your Azel la, don't disturb me .

Only know how to scared scared of ghost . (LOL!!)

And please learn some table manners you stupid ahbeng -.-

Happy i blog about you ? Ok, good .

BYE . (idiottothemax.sg)

it was all for love.

Primary Six yo ._.

Alright, there's really nothing much to blog except for "reviving" this pathetic blog .

Uh huh, i din't go school today cause overslept and din't want to .

Now, i am stuck with 3 essays and has to handed up by tmr, IT notebook & hw, cina stuffs for cina teacher, literature essay, geography activity book, science, and etc .

Oh man, how am i going to finish all these by tonight ?

And i'm not even starting it yet, tskkkkk .

Cause, currenty i'm over at Nat's with Gen . Cause she's staying over till Friday .

She's so .. that i have no words to describe her -.-

She's just behind me and she asks me to msn her . Wth ._.

Okay, whatever goodbye :)

Luke 14:25-35 :

If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple. And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.

Class Photo @ Nature Park Forest :D

School was rather, boring .

Had I.T lessons and got caught for surfing the net and all .

Like -.-'' so had to stand and etc etc .

Whatever man, now i have to like what give the teacher my journal tmr .

Super sian, grrrr .

After that went for some field trip, fun, indescribable, awesome, interesting but eww also :)

Ants everywhere, how sick !

Went back around 6+ to school, went with partly half the class for dinner @ macs .

I ps-ed myself by shouting Khalisah's name, (sorry) .

Then Macs became quiet for moments cause they stared at me ._.

I hope they won't complain :(

Went Nat's then her mum sent me home :) (thanks) .

Now blogging, d&t portfolio, sian and alot . (How) !

John 8:7 ;

if any of you is without sin,let him be the first to throw a stone at her .
if you have confidence and conviction in what you're saying, you dont have to worry who throws stone at you .

Changed blogskin & blog url :)

Relink yo ;D

Today's outreach was fun :D

Lunch @ Swensonszxz :)