" Why try so hard trying to fit in when you are born to stand out ? "

- grumbleszxzxzxz -

Tmr is the starting of EOY, grrrrr . I last minute chionging ):

Howwwzzzzz !!!!! Hhahhahaha, okay JYJY Sonia :D

Trying to memorise the format for english now ):

disguise,

" What's the point of respecting God when you don't respect your own body ? "

*sighs,

I was just pondering if i should get a tattoo .

Seriously, i badly want it because i think its cool and really nice to have a body art .

Your body will feel so .. not empty , you know .. HAHA .

Yea, but then Khalisah sort of woke me up ?

I thought she wanted to go with me put tattoo, but then i misinterpreted her .

Yupz, muslims cannot decorate their body unless they want to go to hell lorhz .

Then when she said about Hell, it sort of struck me ahz .

I felt bad, guilty, etc etc all sorts of feelings .

Then i remembered, our body is the temple of Christ, so if we tattoo/pierce isn't it decorating it ? If we decorate, then it wouldn't even be a temple anymore .

I felt that, if i go for the tattoo without thinking, i will regret & seriously, that could be my forever permanent mark that will be stuck with me forever, and that mark will be ( my disobedience, rebellions, mutiny ) against God .

Which, obviously i do not want to regret for the rest of my life and when one day when God see's me, instead of being happy, he starts to weep and tells me how great my life would be if i had been obedient towards him, and etc .

I want to see Jesus smiling at me and being proud of me, reaching out to thousands and thousands of people, obeying him, listen to his one and only voice ;

How great will that be :)

Amber Liu, my forever girlfriend :D
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH . *coughs coughs, *winkswinks!! ;)))))

“ I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache, almost lovers always do. ”

- Meiyee tumblr:)

i won't let go, because everything is nothing without you .

School, exams, EOY .

I really cannot wait for EOY, when i'll start dyeing and cutting my hair :)

Manicure & pedicure done, tsk .

First time i'm trying to be girly okz, now don't laugh .

Dk why, i miss the taste of cigar, shisha all D:

That's weird & funny, maybe because .. i feel far away from God .

Yup i guess so .

Why are people pretending to be someone whom they are not ?

Why are people being so hypocrite infront of someone they hate ?

What the heck are these people doing, goodness .



Tired,

Tired,

Tired,


Glad that i'm not shifted away from ChermaineLek :)
I think she's like the best shepppppyyy i have ! :)
Maybe if i get shifted to Rystine i won't mind larhz, but i'll still totally mizz her :))))
Without her nagging & preaches, i won't wake up onez ):

Today, Library with Cherina, Claudia & Natz .
Super hillarious because we were sneaky and were often caught eating -.-''
Claudia was like "OH SHIT!" and i was just nice opened up my primary school tidbits wrapper .
THEN, as i was about to put into my mouth and munch, i looked up and ..













VA, VA, VOOOOOOOOOOOOOM .
There goes the Librarian staring @ me . ( ._. )
Zomgggg okz . HAHAHA .
That was the first time she caught, then 2nd was Claudia's lollipop .
Then, noise level, ( LOL LOL LOL , to the maxxxxxxxzzzz ! )
Stayed till 6 pluz and Cherina's mum sent us off to Parkway :)
Saw my shepherd & her, then started running away from them D:
LOL, super funny today ;D
Ate Pepperlunch thenz went to look for my new keyboardzzz :)
Headed home with mother after that ;)
Tmr school, IT project how ?
If she don't grade us i am going to get very very angry at you guys :@ !
Pray i will wake up tmr !

what about the outreach .

idk if i should even attend anm .

we're not needed, isn't it ?

*sighs,

I desperately want a new keyboard && flute ):

Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !!

Service was great today:)

&& i wanna go SPCA soon to visit those kittyzxz !! :))))))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYSTINE TAN :D

MY HARRY POTTER ALARM CLOCK ! :))

MAY THE LORD BLESS YOU ALWAYZZZZZ !! ;D

AND YOU WILL BE A GREAT SHEPHERD ! :)

No Joke, HAHAHA .

I won't die if i am your sheep laz, was just kidding ^^

Seeyou next week service, LOOK FORWARD TO SEE YOUR CUSTOMIZED RAINBOW IPHONE OKZ OKZ !! ;))))))

Luvvvvvvvv youuuuuzzzzzzzz !!!!!!! :))))))

HAHHAHAHAHA, anyway this photo of you really makez me laugh . HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!

When everything's gone wrong, not going your way, what are you going to do ?

What am I going to do ?

What will the world see me as ?

Who, What, Why, How ?