I was running today, my aim was to run finish the whole round of bedok reservoir without stopping.
The whole round would be about 4.8km, i did run most of it.
I ran from the starting to 2km stopped to drink water, then walked to 3km.
3km run all the way to the ending point, another 1.8 km.
I could have done it IF i din't stop and walk.
While running, i actually just plan to stop and walk, really too tiring alr.
However, i keep telling myself, i must and i have to finish this whole "race".
It is just like how i want to push myself to finish the race with God.
But i just realize something.
When i'm about to finish the race, i gave up, and walked.
It was afew cm more just to reach the ending point, and i gave up.
Why?
Because i had super bad stitches.
If we were to look at my spiritual walk, i'm just the same as what happened today.
I pushed myself, I convinced myself, I ALMOST did it, but i stopped.
Because why, pain.
= In my spiritual race, when i'm about to finish the race, i stopped and walked out because i found it too tiring, and because i allowed the devil to overtake me. And thats why i kept going in cycles. One minute on fire, another not.
And then i made up my mind.
No matter how far, how tiring, how painful every race will be, i will finish it up without giving up.
Even if i do not win prizes or whatever, at least i won victory :)
I finished the race, with God.

Ok so what.

You don't care, we care of you so much for?

So what, we cut our lines off here now?

Ok, i don't mind, seeyou next year soon, Classmate.

You Don't Own Me.

So stop trying to act like as though you do.

“ I'd hold you up to say to your mother, “This kid’s gonna be the best kid in the world. This kid’s gonna be somebody better than anybody I ever knew.” And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilege. Then the time came for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did.

But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you’re no good. And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow. Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.

That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain’t you! You’re better than that! I’m always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens. You’re the best thing in my life. But until you start believing in yourself, ya ain’t gonna have a life.

(via littlemiss)

“ The way we live our days, is the way we live our lives.

—	Annie Dillard

“ I found out that the things that hurt us the most can become the fuel and the catalyst that propel us toward our destiny. It will either make you bitter or it will make you better.

— T.D. Jakes

“ The only difference between a good day and a bad day is your attitude.

— Dennis S. Brown

(via littlemiss)

Infatuation is when you find somebody who is absolutely perfect. Love is when you realize that they aren’t and it doesn’t matter.

— Unknown (via littlemiss)

"I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once."

— Unknown (via littlemiss)

"To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful."

— Bess Myerson (via littlemiss)

"The truth is, everyone you meet will hurt you at one point or another. You just need to decide who is worth the pain."

— Unknown (via littlemiss)

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What the fuck much, x20194883925038483258309432749324324327849.
You're a fucking bitch ++++ slut.
Stop acting like as though WOW! YOU ARE FUCKING PRO :O !!!!!!!
I AM SO SHOCK MANNNNNN .
Fuck you bitch.
That time ask you play with us l4d you don't want you think its a lame + shitty game.
Somemore you say, " i don't like lan"
Fuck bitch, go die la slut.
Then when you go with YOUR FRIENDS ( as what you claim on the phone )
" WOW!! l4d IS SUCH A FUCKING FUN GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
Wtf much you bloody slut.
So yas, khali, nat, talya and all of us not your friends la.
bitch.
_l_

Fuck you